My Life Stories

my bball buds!

2008-02-03T17:28:00.001+08:00

By day, Jack slacks around with the cat. Sigh...never train properly.

By night, he pulls everyone to slack with him! Kao.

jeremy rushin in with top speed(shadows shifting..)
(photos are regretfully not in orderT.T) what is kokweng pointing at??
TADA

I wonder where has all the photos where we bbq-ed and stuff gone to. Anyway, Max and Hao is coming back soon!! woohoo! sure miss them loads

Heian!

2008-02-03T17:20:00.000+08:00

on the bus, it's a lil shaky...
hehe this is good cam skills okay! so clear right!
from left:donica,jasmine,prila. back:and shawn camwhoring
my masterpiece:P
jas,wanmei and shaoqiu cutting the bdae cake. Choc mousse thanks to ken and alson!

This is my freaking AMAZING orientation group in ACJC!
Aren't u jealous?

Valentine

2008-02-03T17:06:00.000+08:00

Sweet SWEET valentine!!!
Yo peeps. Valentine is dawning on the 14th of Feb.
What can i say?

LOVE IS IN THE AIR.

Just as some are back in school(for PAE) mugging their ass offXD, I'm thinking of what gift to get for my sweetiepie:D
Since he doesn't know that i have a blog(muhahaha)
and that he probably won't visit blogs,
I can say what i've prepared for my sweet valentine!
Was shopping along orchard road when i saw this super KAWAII pair of socks!

(giggles)

I've bought two pairs, and separated the couple. A pair with the girl pic imprinted will go to me while the other two goes to him. When we meet, the two couple will then come together, as one!!

Hahahahahahahaha. Ok it does sound a bit kuku, but hey!Valentine is a once a year affair. I can afford to be silly:P

Besides this pair of lovable socks, I'm gonna make sushi for my dear, and get him a really big card. (<3)

Updating loads of posts this time.

Catch you guys again!

You force me to hate.

2007-07-29T12:25:00.000+08:00

What is wrong with this world?

What is wrong with being a girl?

What is wrong with choosing friends?

Why is it that you feel like restricting me to every extent just because im a girl?

Why do you make me feel bad about myself?

Why is it that you force me to hate you?

Will you like me to abandon you once i reach an independent age?

Will you like me to change my gender just because of what a sexist you are?

When are you going to stop all your unreasonable comments?

Why do you show so much discrimination between the sexes?

It is not as if im ever involved in a relationship.

It is not as if you have set a great example.

It is not as if i neglected my studies, my goals.

It is not as if in any sense im less sensible then your so called sons.

Do you wish me to rebel just because of the constant oppression?

Do you wish me to go for a transaction?

Do you wish me to challenge you in every sense just to pissed you off like how you pissed me today?

I know of your worries.
I'm not a total retard.
But please dont give me such an excuse like me being a girl.
Don't put me down with unreasonable orders and mindless threats.

Dad, it doesnt work. You only force me to hate. When i seriously seriously dont want to.

Top of the world.

2007-07-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

I'm on the top of the world.

240707 is a special day!!! :DDD
with love, love.

How hard it is to remain Neutral?

2007-03-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

NEUTRAL.

How hard it is to remain neutral?

It is as hard as:
-keeping all water fresh. ph 7.
-not hitting someone who just said " Hey jerk(in the most disgusting way)."
-taking on a defensive tone on whether you will hit that someone
-accepting peer pressure as something that is not harmless
-looking into both the good points and bad points of others
-understanding why we need to do homework
-always seeking alternative way to solve problems when the direct way is in front of you(MATHS)
-forget what Mr tong says about "YOU NEVER LEARN"
-believe that Ms Lee is NOT hard to get along with.
-telling you that things are neutral while retaining a neutral stand.

Scream

2007-02-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I'm screaming my lungs out.
The stress level is rising, adrenaline pumping.
Something is seriously wrong.

T.T

fahrenheit

2007-02-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

With my "bionic" eyes, I see him and him only.
The fickle minded and superficial gina ROARS into view.

*meow*

weird mails

2007-02-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

Fish's guide?to spotting a CorN-mail.

This is a mail i spotted in my JUNK space.

Attn: Please,
i'm Mathias Seah, from Cote-Ivory Abidjan; I was born on 5th Jan
1975 and now presently residing in Dakar-Senegal because of the
political crisis in my Country. I got your contact in strict confidence
through Senegal Chamber of Commerce.
I would honestly want to seek for an immediate assistance from you, I
have $8.5 Million US dollars belonging to my late Father DR SEAH
BUBADI, who was held bondage by the Rebels during the crisis and was
letter killed.
I ran to Senegal refugee Camp when I Discovered danger to my life (why would he go to a REFUGEE camp? and not some police station)here
my late father has deposited the above mentioned Amount in a
consignment with a FINANCE FIRM for safe Keeping before his death and i
have every Documents regards the transaction I have contacted the
FINANCE FIRM and confirmed the safety of the money/ inheritance.
As it is, I have the intention of investing the money oversees and
however needed a Foreigner who is capable of giving adequate assistance
to me by the way of clearing the money from the FINANCE FIRM and the
rafters forwarding it to your Account for investments.
I have map out 35% percentage of the fund for you.Please do feel free
to ask me questions on this as I wait for your reply soonest.
Here is my alternative Email,(mathias_seah3@yahoo.fr)
mathias_seah2@yahoo.fr
I wait for your urgently response.

Yours Truly
Mr. Mathias Seah,

I can't help but lmao.(laugh my ass out)

Firstly, his letter is FULL of grammatical errors. Usually if the letter is from a company or from an association or a person who is definitely insane to send such an email, it WILL NOT have any grammatical errors at all (due to the security and law that binds such urgent letters).

Next, if his life is in SUCH danger that he has to go to a REFUGEE camp(instead of a proper police station because the security in a refugee camp is definitely much worse.), why sent such a letter to a TOTAL stranger like me? What if i am a MONSTER from mars that eats money?
And! his money is already SAFE in the bank, why would he need a complete stranger to DRAW out his money, get those 8.5 millions on my hand, and put them in even greater danger(considering that im such a sotong)?!?! Moreover, investing straight to what he wants to invest is definitely faster, SAFER and more SANE. Unless he has a contorted mind, this letter is absolutely a fake.

Lastly,

COMON IM JUST 16 and i don't even have the account number of my bank because ITS ALL WITH MY DAD.

(burst out laughing. again.)

The Cliche

2007-02-23T20:00:00.000+08:00

Expressing Me

Frozen and broken
Don't know where you're going
Losing your identity
You're so caught up in hiding
But everybody sees

You're never gonna feel
You're never gonna heal
You're never gonna know what's fake or real
'Til you know who you are

You're lying to your face
And running in a race
You're never gonna win 'til you find your place
And you know who you are

You're crawling and falling
But no one hears you calling
When you're in a world of glass'
Til your bubble bursts
And the true you's first
You're always coming last

You take yourself apart
To medicate the pain
It shouldn't be this hard
To believe in you again

-Who you are, Lunatica

URGH.

2007-02-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

STUNNED.

My virtual shutter allowed the above scene to be broadcast here.

Time of capture: Almost 10.00pm

Date: 22 February 2007

Venue: The park

What was I doing: Skating

How was i feeling: Stunned

Other comments and thoughts: ...

Its chinese new year.

2007-02-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR again.

(please read this whole post and imagine that the writer is blabbering away which in fact she really is.)

Yes we will see our relatives.
Yes we will need to respond to uncles and aunties.
Yes we will NEED to eat but
Yes even if we don't want to and is trying our best to curb our diet.
Yes i know we all get ang baos but
Yes even if we hesitate, we STILL want ang baos.more angbaos.
Yes we will gossip the night through
Yes chinese new year is here
Yes we are not dreaming.
Yes and THIS is it!

Its the fourth day of the chinese new year and i FINALLY got over the hangover! ( Not rhyming it on purpose) The past three days i have been having mixed and complicated feelings. On one side, i really look forward to seeing MOST of them. On the other side, i don't really look forward
to seeing SOME of them.

Many are aware of the feeling where you just sit at one corner looking at a group of people laughing and join the laugh while not knowing what is going on!
Many are boycotted by endless repetitions of concerning relatives but find no place to vent their anger but to shout to the toilet bowl.
Many are stupified by the rapid pouring of uncooked stuff into the steamboat yet still inclined to join in the madness and struggle using chopsticks amidst chopsticks to grab the food(cooked or uncooked).
Many or hopefully only me.

Yet I can't deny the fun I get!
When appetites are throbbing for attention as everyone gathered together at the dining table laid with abalone, fish maw, scallops, chickens, ducks, pig liver, golden mushrooms, hotdog, crabmeat etcetera. Where the hot soup of whatever base soothes the bag of screaming acids while you enjoy the fully air-conditioned room.
When once in a while you get to share something you REALLY wanted to share and got APPROVALS and cheeros.
When i can still dash to my computer and watch 花样少年少女 without much inteference as adults usually feel obliged to STAY in the living room. :P

But still,
Throw in the cards, be masked by the steam from your frothing steamboat, swim in your red packets, do anything but go hysterical and mumble yet another time about how "mixed" chinese new year is. Just like what i am doing now.

the last laugh (original)

2007-02-20T01:39:00.000+08:00

Ms Lee's idea copyrighted, Re-illustrated

the winner

2007-02-20T01:11:00.000+08:00

this cartoon is named "the last laugh"

Vday!

2007-02-14T22:34:00.000+08:00

wheepee!
hahas. today V-day was fun.
Prepared lots of chocos and a box of marshmallows 猪 for the secret valentine game.
Hmms. I think today really veh wenxin lor,
to come to your classroom and see chocolates over your table. :D
Every girl in our class got a respectable amount of gifts. (hehe)
so does every guy.

I carn help but stare in envy with Wenqin's BOXES of presents.
I was so xian mu.
And jolene behind me got PRESTIGE chocos.
hahahas. But im content with my lot. XD
the only not-so-good thing bout today is i didnt get a secret valentine gift!
si secret valentine person never get me a gift. HOW CAN.
aiyar but suan le, we are all busy. T.T
im trying my best to be sweet and understanding today. XD

Today the school came a troupe of dancers.
I was engulfed in shock, rapid palpitations and estacy.
All the dancers veh handsome!
hahahahas.
And their dance moves are mostly using martial arts and isolation as the general topic.
I was especially attracted to one chicken-haired guy who arm-chiou ( laughs in the dark?)
whenever there is applause for him. There is also this decent-hair (as in not SPIKES) and very handsome china man who is introduced as the martial art champion(got the title in an international level i think) for dance. hahahaha. He would look even more attractive if he never keep tugging at his one cloth shirt and dropping pants. XDDDDD
yar. then there is this skateboard dance where that person just used the skateboard twice (with his body on the skate and skating there and back once.) O.o

Overall, it is the best treat rv ever gave.

After school.
i came home early.
Was supposed to pia homework for tution later.
can you believe?
Tuition for valentine!

Had no choice, tmr is amaths and bio.
Dear Mug is with me, accompanied by paper and pen.

Kudos

2007-02-12T19:41:00.000+08:00

(give myself a pat in the back)

I got A1!

woohoo! yeah! trala! tada! yippie! sigh...

one down! :)
nine more to go. :/

hahaha. overjoyed by the results on THAT day,
i have been crazy over bballing and taking easy for common test.
whoops.

however, being a hardworking girl, i guess i better study(:
hmms. Today coz of a slip of the tongue, my friend got pissed la. :[
guess i got to watch my words. :/
please, let her get over it, my life will be better. :)

muhahaahhaa. yap people, go study bah!

today

2007-02-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

Today after school went to pia chemistry practical with derek and changlok.
After that went to SUBWAY with derek and yishi.
wahhahaha.

LIZHU, I WENT TO TRY ON SUBWAY LATER THAN YOU.

yap. so now skating. Fell again, new battle scars. T.T
and i thought that i injured my back and thigh area. Fell hard. T.T
Hm? but when im obsessed with something, thats just how crazy i can be.

ouch

2007-02-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

injured my leg.):

hehe, but i'm glad.
Recently took up skating, was so fun nia.
i fell down on cold ROUGH ground! and left battle scars on my knees.
The ground seems to love me too much while the pair of skates "uh um."
hm. so there go my pair of legs, poor and pitiful. T.T

talking bout legs, its football. And yes we all know. SINGAPORE won.
yikes?!
Wonder where will the diplomatic ties of S'pore and Thai head towards,
definitely not the goal post.
But then again, as a faithful and patriotic singaporean, i (duh)
Hope all goes well.

Thats this much for today.(:

2Gaoxiao'05 class outing

2007-02-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

Outing objective : Reunion dinner
Place : Restaurant in orchard (not decided yet)
Time : March holidays (please tag on which day you wish to go)
Cost : $10- $20
People : All 2gaoxiao-ans welcomed
Organiser : Derek Twan Chao Guang (he always pronounce his full name nowadays0.0)
Main link : www.gaoxiao.blogspot.com

If you are willing to sponser your place, food, programmes for the sake of our fun (: please tell by tagging(:
If you have any suggestions to give, please tag.
If you are a gaoxiao-an, tag.
If in any case you feel like it, tag.
on either this blog or www.gaoxiao.blogspot.com

Always loved and cared for (: -gina

sick and sorry.

2007-01-29T09:34:00.000+08:00

T.T

fell sick again yesterday night.
now cannot even talk properly.
forced to gulps down cups of water
which claimed to be better than drinking water with eno salts. T.T

guess the week and days are too filled and strenuous.
wonder how did most of my classmates survived those.
woke up yesterday early in the morn to have tuition at 9 sumore.
evening see alot people play bball downstairs i oso cannot go lor
reasons reasons and reasons.

for the first time in my life, others are giving me reasons or at least claiming that those are reasons and im not to give excuses. ):
sian la. tmr got bio spa somemore. Then today got important lessons! i may missed out on practicals... how?

then hor, go see doctor oso muz tou tou mo mo. Coz granny came to my house last night, then later she worried again i die. Will make lots and lots of herbal tea for me. I like herbal tea, but not in massive pots. T.T

Feeling so sorry for myself. -.-
lol no la, just complaining.

GEORGINA IS NOT HAPPY.

2007-01-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

wahkau.

you you and you!
will you bother to like LISTEN before flaunting your so called knowledge?
comon, get a life. Maybe you have one now, but it erks me.

You are so freakingly idiotic la.
Act good in front of teachers, behind YOU are the one committing the faults.
and i seriously hate the way you never listen, butt in, and walk out saying
"nevermind, i think i dont say anything."

In the first place, you shouldn't have.

since you so like butting in, you must have a BIG butt. shoo. butt-er.

"SURE."
(creeps all the way.)

ice cream

2007-01-24T22:56:00.003+08:00

Ice cream is the second most wonderful thing in this world.
Someone should give the Nobel Prize to the person who created ice cream.

Ice cream is a luxury that pleasantly blends my chocolate with icy chunks of sweetened milk.
It is smooth, cooling and creamy. Usually topped on a waffle cone baked to golden brown.
Ice cream can be added to coke too. And its a sacred object in rv, in fact, rv does not have ice cream. The last time i saw the appearance of such a sacred object is two years back, when the school has its anniversary.

Ice cream also makes a great propaganda poster. Add your words, topped balls of ice creams on top of the cone and you can easily pass off the product or idea you are advertising as a luxury people chased for.

Indulged in ice cream.
Ice cream- my wonder, my love.

this isn't fun

2007-01-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

(T.T)

babo!

english rep.

2007-01-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

i have become the english rep. of the class.
After displaying my attitude to her, after saying a graveyard of bad comments about her, i actually volunteered to be the english rep.

Nothing is wrong with me.
I just find her interesting.
And i guess she shall be the foundation for my fount of experience.

My opinion of her has suddenly changed, for the neutral.
Miss chia just said that neutralise actually has another meaning- to kill.

But she seems to have transformed into a vacuum since today - obviously sucking me to it.
Perhaps im crazy, as im already contradicting myself now.

But ill do the job well, in return for whatever goods and hopefully not bad that lies ahead of me.

-no one hears the wails of mine, which actually means im not wailing-

crapped alot

2007-01-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

hehe, i've just crapped alot of things to ruth.
Usually when i suddenly talk about this kind of things im doing self-reflection.
so that i won't preach but not do. (T.T) which happens to happen very often.

like " do not eat too much chocolates, its bad for health."

lol. yap. alot of people i met is people with principles, and more often do i see them keeping to their principles than breaking them.

really ahhh things said by principled people is like an athlete saying " i'll make sure i run every week for self-training. It's my principle-one must self-discipline."

and really minor things like a rvschool girl saying " i'll not drink cold water during that period of the month, it's my principle-one must have self-discipline. "

***things to note: Both came from the same person. (O.O)

Hence its important for me to have my own principles, like keeping to my word. (: Because only when you keep to your own principles you will truely have a direction in life.
This is today's self-reflection.

Now to my rv days. sigh...

looking at the expression, you should have guessed that rv school days are rather "?" . (Chocolates for best adjective use, anyone?)

me: (T.T)
me: though theoretically this is not an adjective, but it is certainly very apt.

and the winner gets to munch on her MARS bar.(:

Today was hectic. Busy schedules like taking chairs to and fro the auditorium, climbing staircases up and down, rushing for practicals lab to lab(although this is yesterday's happening), handing and receiving homework lesson to lesson made my hair go haywire!(no wonder im spotted by mr chen among all the girls who have messy hair) . So the list goes on. And i really wonder why do i have the time to blog here. :P

Today was also special because i saw teachers of two different faces, literally and symbolically.
Mrs Lim is the best biology teacher i've met, and the latter i'm warned not to mention or i'll get into serious trouble. Reason is definitely on our side, but sometimes, its "different standard."

Today was lastly (T.T) because... (lol, have to work on my variety of sentence structure. obviously not la, im english veh good one ok. i purposely de la! rofl. so bu yao lian.)

"I flunked my geography test"

(shh. i know what you wanna say.)

changed skin

2007-01-13T16:09:00.000+08:00

change skin le!

hehehes. ive been putting a "fullstop" at almost all the introduction.
according to dora lee, its an punctuation error, a severe one sumore.
lol. i carn stop my pen, neither can i stop my keyboard.

No time la no time.

2007-01-12T22:19:00.001+08:00

):

i bo si kang update can.
so come in type a few words la.

"a few words la"

0.0

k actually im not so lame.
this few days busy with school work. i never play bball for like MORE than 3 weeks le can! ):
what worst miserable can there be? There is la duh. Not being able to play bball for more than 3 weeks and 1 day!

sobsobsob. see all those ppl playing downstairs i was like
" WO REN."

ah do called me recently! hahahaha. so glad to hear from her.
thot she forget me liao. rofl. she sound happy. and im happy to bully her again!
YAY.

hmms. wonder when i can see her.
* ah do happens to be my teacher. and im not les k.
lol. and no SHI SHENG LIAN.

0.0 k. see ya guys!

Busy-ly filled weekend

2006-12-27T00:53:00.000+08:00

Saturday was a nice day. (:

i woke up so very late.

Promise to meet up at 9.30am at J.E., but i stood them up. till 12.30pm in the afternoon.
Reason being: im too much of a pig to get out of bed so early. im still hugging on my boster while listening to shaoying exclaiming how late i am! lol. hmms. sorry guys. it just so happen that you have a fren thats a very lazy pig. x)

Anyway, went on to sentosa with shao and qihui. Jade said to come later.
So i was happily hopping on to the blue line bus at sentosa. sitting at the back. when suddenly, this dunno-from-where guy smirked to his tall friend.

"tall 很好meh. tall got 好and 坏！but the 坏 is alot la. HUH? tall so what. tall can earn money meh? tall can eat better meh? huh? tall so what"

And he laughs like nothing.

I happen to be listening to shao's interesting talk about something but suddenly i was distracted by his words. My mood went holy-boly bonkers! YAY. O.O what a nice start.

But i wasnt that mindful of his words la. coz im so appreciative of his friends ONE-SOUND response.

" HMPH."

So off we went to siloso beach. Saw a pretty handful of pretty people.
And weird people too! Imagine going to sentosa in office skirt and a hawaii shirt for a match?
imagine some people going there in 包种子 clothes! and imagine me seeing a couple following us and taking photos of themselves as we settle down! cool man. lol. was such a rare sight.

Anyway, the weather wasnt in favour. And our food was filled with sand. And qihui shao and jade didnt want to go to the water. And some Dunman High guys came to chat up with them! LOL. nice.

luckily i was far in the water. enjoying. or rather. not so enjoy-ing. the water is so salty. (PUI)

hahas. but for all that. the day was nicely spent. we were all tired. AND I GOT TANNED! HAHAHAHA. so 爽！

thankyou shao for your beloved jigsaw gift.
Qihui for your nice cake, though im hesitant to eat it. XDDD
And Jade, for coming in your school skirt.XD

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later on, last minute-ly,
i decide to go to my granny's place. AND ON THE MRT to punggol.

i met a very hiao. very hiao. very hiao person!!
she is very scary. im so freaked out.
she look like those typa wild cats that will scratch you.
not meows please.
and she...hmms. has a nice face.

hahahaha. CRAZY. i was damn freak out when she sat beside me.
i was like. "oh god. GO AWAY."
hahaha. and i fiddle out my hp. talk to my granny in the most irritating hokkien. before she walk off! woohoo! hahahaha.

thats me! i kinda pissed her off. lol.

Always so pretty.

2006-12-22T21:50:00.001+08:00

" Beauty lies on being virtuous."

Some people may not agree with that.
But lacking a kind character is obviously making yourself

"SO not beautiful."

Being a admirer of beautiful things,
i will just look and look and look at damn pretty stuffs.
Be it the cute mini toons toys, movie/drama stars, or street boys, and girls.
Yes, for your information, and for some who already knows,
i like to look (not ogle la please, i not so sick can) at pretty girls.
Afterall, they provide a nice decoration to the pretty or not so pretty scenery.

However, beauty tends to fade; not with time though.
Usually for me, pretty things becomes not so pretty when

1) The same stuff keeps coming up. Thats when ill say " you are boring."
however, that doesnt mean ill cut off all friendship with that person. because i can be damn boring at times. especially when i feel like doing nothing but sleep (: Back to this point, it is sometimes referred to as this person not being "耐看". you will get bored after a while. Sadly, some of my friends are so. ): thats why. The first impression always MAGNIFIES things. So if you are not so "耐看", i suggest you train up on your personality. That is, if you feed on attention.(:

2)When your opinion of him or her turns for the worse. But that isnt as strong as when him or her character becomes ugly too. A ugly character promotes an ugly face. (: So when you happen to be with a long time friend for long, and you suddenly feel how pretty this person suddenly is, (please- obviously im not refering to extreme cases like plastic surgery la.) This friend of yours has got an extraordinary inner beauty that has just been realise! ( PARTY POPPERS EVERYWHERE!)On the other hand, if you suddenly look at one person whom you feel that is not so pretty anymore, its likely that he/she has got a change in character-for the worse, or it may happen to me that person got into some ditch and gotten mud up his/her face.

3)Your own taste changes. Well, we cannot say much on this. It all lies in you. But once again, its you and your opinion who judges their beauty. If they ever bother to listen, that you are the king/queen, and your opinions obviously matter, as they are bothering to listen.(:

If you ever want to tackle me with this question of whether i think that looks matters. My answer will definitely be

" YES THEY DO."

No matter how much you argue about character and what not, looks does matter. Afterall, how does a relationship start without first impression, where the first in coming factor comes in disposition(?), elegance or what not, and LOOKS. However, i like people with character. So if they don't have the looks, but they have the character. THEY ARE UP MY LIST OF GREAT FRIENDS.

Now towards my views of some people around me.
i realise that those some people arent as beautiful like i first know them. On the other hand, i saw many pretty people arising... I think it is mostly because i don't like them anymore. So in my eyes, they are ugly. Not ugly ducklings please. They have just fallen from swans to ducklings. the UGLY type of ducklings. My 小鸭 from sotong is still so adorable. As for my friends, there are both the pretty and okay-looking. BUT ITS NOT UP TO YOU TO JUDGE THEM.
hahaha. they are MY friends. and they are beautiful. because i say so(:

hmms

2006-12-22T17:50:00.000+08:00

hmms.

i seems to be hmmsing all the way.
hmms. so i kinda recovered. not that sick anymore.
recently watched"Girls out loud"
happens to be xiaxue's show.

its nice la.
although its kinda bimbo-tic.
but well. most shows are la.
i had fun time watching it.(: its nice.
although i dont see the difference between xiaxue and her new nose.
hmms. 12k gone like that. (O.O)

pia-ing homework now.(:
hope that ill be able to finish them!
hehehe.

fell ill.

2006-12-21T17:19:00.000+08:00

hi!

im ill. ):

hmms. recently keep playing in the rain. hence i fell ill.
i love the rain. even though it makes me ill.
looking at the rain makes me happy. although i dont like walkin in it.
unless im not on the road or some muddy areas. i dont mind the beach though.

many people seems to complain about the rain.
but i dont.
hmms. i rather have more rain then no rain at all. different opinions i guess.

hmms. saturday going out with jade shao and qihui.
sunday probably going to orchard with other friends.
and monday i got to go to the flower watching thing at suntec with grandma.

busy like kanasai. and im sick. ):

its been raining.

2006-12-18T18:18:00.000+08:00

rain.

i love the rain.
i love water.
i love being's rain's bow.
and im happy. (:

it can rain for days now.
but it doesnt matter.
since most of the time i am staying at home looking at the rain.

after coming back from prague.
im still getting jet lags.
im still thinking of those south africans and kazach kids.
afterall they are good memories.

im waiting for zama to add me on msn.
i want to know about SA.
but they are still in prague. till the 20++ of dec.

going out these few days.
im trying to get myself a shoe. just dont seems to find one to my liking.
people dont believe that im still a kid.

im just 15.
although i look very tall for my height.
im 15.
and im not working.

): its just that no one believes. ):
(even the bus uncle. who insists that im not a secondary sch student. oh well. just 60cents more for the bus fare.)

oh and ms yew.

2006-12-13T19:28:00.000+08:00

haha. ms yew. i didnt forget u. i just forget ur email.
hahaha. this is ur bunny pic. and some kazach kids pic. XD

lol. i wanted to sell this photo on ebay. XD mr ong and ms yew look damn pei a few times la. XD
if i could just kidnapped them. ):
DA HE ZHAO. im taking the pic. so im not in it. ):
hehehe. nice??

sweet. i went to kajiao them at their table.

there are many many many more pics la. but will take veh long to upload. ive saved it in my thumbdrive. and during meetings ill show u all! hahahaha. come my house!!

back from prague.

2006-12-13T18:05:00.000+08:00

DEARS!!!

im back! (:

miss you all so much nia.
i was like thinking and thinking and thinking what i should buy from prague back for everyone.
then i think untill cannot so just decide to mass by chocolates. XD

the trip was damn fun. besides occasional strange glances cast at us by the angmohs. all was fun and fulfilling.

i dont write the day to day entries la har. can talk to you all about it though. so just tell about some DAMN interesting things in prague.

ONE. they do not have lots of public toilets like singapore. i was like so niaoji and need to scramble for a toilet. WALK 2 big rounds around the market before me and charlene found one and walk in. WE PAID 10 koronas to get in. which is singapore 60cents! -.- and the toilet door CANNOT LOCK ONE. me and charlene both got our doors open! -.- 3 times... -.- at three different places. luckily. its all girls and women and ladies. oh. erm. and erm. due to the unclear guy and girl pictures of prague's toilet. and due to the fact that i didnt know how to read their languages. erm. some accidents happened. ......

TWO. prague's beer is cheaper than water! all of us are so dehydrated. LMAO. and omg. alot of us bought SODA.instead of mineral water. the soda is so erxin! ): and we are all dying for water.

THREE. im publicly regconised as a chiobu?! LOL. REALLY. damn funny sia. I dunno why oso. although i ping shi veh buyaolian keep saying that im a chiobu. i know that im not la.budden ppl there thot i am nia. hahahaa. made me damn happy for a few hours. luckily i wore my lucky charm ring given by my dad on the third finger to fend ppl off. HAHAHA.
so like here is this transit at amsterdam. then i realise then amsterdam the europeans abit look down on asians. i think. yea. i felt it la. dunno whether the rest of you did. hmms. yar. so at the airport. there is this air steward who keep letting citizens from EU. cut our queue. everyone was waiting and they just let the EU. people go first. so i saw a couple of times. and was kinda pissed. but i stood tall and "dignified". though i look at mr ong who is beside me and saw this thing too la. i just stood and gave a smirk. then got one EU guy i think he noticed. then when its his turn, he said.

" A pretty face always goes first."

I was like STUNNED.
lol. then mr ong gave a very OMG look. before collecting himself and said "its okay its okay."
lol. then i was like telling mr ong, "MR ONG you heard it not." LOL.
he gave me a ER look la. -.-
okay. enough of zilianing.

FOUR. prague there no trees one. or at least. its very very very very little trees la. and the pavements are not smooth like that of singapore. they are made of cobblestones. i tripped a few times while running. damn paiseh. alot of ppl were looking. X@!^*^&*@#
anyway. ITS BEAUTIFUL. the people there are SO beautiful too. gosh. so nice la. they have those big blue eyes. sharp noses. beautiful pictures.then the buildings i saw is carved detailedly in roman and gothic times pictures. they have horses on the roads instead of cars. those horse are big and gorgeous. i have a few of those pics.And the dogs there are CHARMING. very very very CHARMING. gosh they are gorgeous. i took photo with a very very big one. heart meltinh.

FIVE. im being thot as a lesbian i think. REALLY leh. idiot. im straight la. just becoz i wanted to take a photo with this damn pretty girl. ( coz i like pretty things. Haha) and i think his colleague says that "i like her". -.-. then that person keep avoiding me lor. @!$&%^*^(^. dudiao rite. GRRR... lol. okay anw. maybe i really have that les look nia. muhahahhaha. -.-

aiya. then got lots and lots of things happening there. i think i will remain as a jing di zhi wa if i haven gone to prague. their voices were undescibable. the winning choir had two boys. i think not even to the age of 10. whose voices are surely better than any single one in choir. and there is this adult choir there. and all of damn seems to be like ms tham. everyone with a mstham standard la. (mesmerized)

we got SILVER. and im quite happy with it. its an accurate gauge. and i have done my best. although we were flat at xiaohuangliniao. i like the tone. i dunno la. alot of choir members says xiaohuangliniao not that nice. but i believe it is. karimatanu rocks! suddenly i feel so secure and relax. and everything was remembered. i daringly sang la. alot of people did. and everyone put in their very best.seriously it was GOOD. im happy. (:

however. our sound is not there yet. its the quality of the voices. we do not have their that kinda shen shen hou hou voice. and the way they sang. the words are very clear. and they communicated. we will work towards that standard. we can. and we will (:

oh. hahas.. anw i realise that i became damn formal there leh. became so prim and proper. esp when we are out in the streets. my eyes keep miao-ing here and miao-ing there. COZ IM DAMN SCARED GOT PICKPOCKETS. oh. i saw a few suspicious de though. and all of us STARED at them. hehehe. (: the power of CHOIR. lol. and i sounded veh formal. i hope i didnt have slang nia. if not damn erxin. oops. AIYA. but i was siao at my room.

ROOMATES.
yuxiao and charlene.
THANK god im bestowed with both of them. all of us were fun loving people. and days spent in the room were wonderful la. HAHAA. YUXIAO IS THE CRAZY ONE. hahahaha. damn gaoxiao man. lol. i am laughing now. for no reason. hahaha. she was like. give a funny and damn toot expression once in a while. AND YUXIAO ARH. YOU DONT BATH ni zhe ge ren. l0l. And she snores. HAHAHA> damn cute sia. hahahahaha! me and charlene were like . (STUNNED) and i just sat beside yuxiao bed and watch her snore. LOL. for a few mins.. and laugh like siao. and there was this conversation with charlene. about the god thing. yea. charlene thot me lots and lots. i knew more about christianity. and she was very calm when she said out her points. unlike me. (ashamed.) oh. btw. dun see charlene guaikia type. she can be DAMN siao oso. hahaha. so
the three of us were siao-ing in a small tiny winny room. all night long. for 6days.XD i love you guys. muacks. thank god for blessing me with such roomates. and both of them are people with zheng yi gan. (:

lol. so i spent my days shopping with charlene and wanqin. i carn go with yuxiao. coz hmms. i dont fit in her clique. i cannot go with sec 2s. coz i look funny abit with them.
seniors have their own world. bUT i had fun with charlene and wanqin. they are damn caring. muacks. and we had lots of fun talking and chatting. they waited for me for alot of things. and we look out for each other. thanks god again for giving me such nice seniors.

lol. this sounds like a thank-ing season. i want to thank jiayi. she veh veh nice to me on the day i didnt wear my thermal underwear. and my legs were freezing. i got lots of hhugs from her. and she provided me with jacket coat and everything. once again im grateful. (: ahhs. never realise that my seniors qi shi is damn nice one hor. XD and liying lent me her heat packs. so wenxin. (:
hahahas. and becoz of jiayi who lent me her beautiful jacket. i look nice. XD. huggs.

hehe. oh then there is the boat trip with the south africans and kazachstans people. WOOHOO.
lol. i suddenly love dancing so much. haaha. so i danced with many pretty girls and pretty boys. lol. bota. anela. jenya. roxy. asiam. aika. and ALOT more. those small small cute cute adorable kazachstans kids. i want kidnapped them home. ): AHH. miss them so much. and i remember viki. barbs. ZAMA. tumtor. marilyn. jeremy. james. the two johns. jenny. AND LOTS MORE. ALL DAMN CHIO AND DAMN SHUAI. oh and chris. the dancer who danced with ms tham! hahaha. ms tham was damn siao at the dance floor. she is like NOT ms tham. hahhahaha. okay. i love dancing. so do they. we had fun.

miss 2gians. and jinhwee. and yishi. and jolin. and sherilyn. and shirui. and shiangmin. and wenqin. and lots more. kept thinking of wad to get for u guys. be ready! XD

Trip to the botanic garden.

2006-12-01T18:51:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha. hmms. so this is the trip to botanical garden to FANG SHENG the tortoises we rear. coz they zhang da le. so we let them go. (:
shun bian go play.XD my grandma, maid, two brothers and i went. took some photos here and there. was fun la. esp the swans. omg the swans! hahaha. oh ya. and the duck. lol. we bought one big bag of bread to feed neh. hehe. see we so nice. alot of fish really swim, following us lor. WAH. haha. you are not there. BLEAH. weehee.
the swan and the granny.
shuai bah?
huggies.
i took this photo. vanda miss jouquim leh! lol. photography skills not bad hor.

my ahma and my devilish brother. (grins)
the three tree spirits.
those are not balls. they are cactus!
twist.
byebye tortoise.

choir camp is over

2006-11-29T00:08:00.000+08:00

now is night 12.09am. choir camp over for dunno how many hours le. haix. it was fun la. appreciated the things that com has done. except for the fact that some teachers came to kpoh during our night chat. sian.

hahaha. i damn happy nia. got one senior say i pretty leh! first time. lol.
so funny. maybe maybe i really veh chio wor? LOL. jkjk.
er yar la. eeyer. this year choir camp no camp dance. sian. I wanted the camp dance so much la. And cause got rain then cannot have much of a camp fire. ): (unforeseen circumstances again) as we walk to the left as we walk to the right as we walk as we walk as we walk all night.... sigh...

eh. then played bball in the night. but due to UNFORESEEN circumstances AGAIN, we cannot play tongxiao. aiyar. lol. and shangzhi the bball skill went up again. i catch up oso cannot la. at first we won de lor. then got a 10 vs 11 (shang team) . FEI JI.

hmms. seniors yao zhou le la. its going to be my last year being a junior. I DUN WAN. -.-

aiyar. see. talk bout this no mood le. eeyer. dun talk le.eeyer.

CHOIR CAMP CHOIR CAMP!

2006-11-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA!

its CHOIR CAMP time!

woohoo!
yeah!
OYEAH!

LOL. so fast sec 3 year end liao nia. Time flies. (T.T)
hmms. quite excited la. dunno whether seniors wanna play bball tongxiao not. aiya heck! i want i want!!! (:

hmms. miss liying and jiayi lots. and bball seniors too. so fast muz say byebye liao. you xie shang gan. (T.T)
hahaha! NVM. got their ADDRESS. can go KAJIAO!

lol. choir on 27th to 28th arh. PEOPLE PLS COME!!!

the devil in me (T.T)

2006-11-15T20:14:00.000+08:00

(T.T)

i seriously regretted my actions today.
im damn damn bad to enough. hmms. coz im very very pissed with yifan yesterday. so im damn damn bad to her today.

during lunch, i went for lunch with juniors. and we talked about yifan. and being so pissed (or isit really the me inside? T.T) i kept saying very very bad things of yifan like
"she very zi da"
" i cannot stand her"
"i carn believe you can still say she is good."

then zhengyang told me that yifan had a story being so ap like now. and i was like er. budden it set me thinking.

then then i went back to choir room. and realise that yueming change veron place to leave me sitting with yifan. at first i was veryveryvery pissed with yueming. then i keep telling yueming that i will ap if she leaves me to sit with yifan. and yueming didnt really know what to do so she shrugs. which makes me even more pissed. and i gave a very dao look. and this time yifan says. " okay la i sit in front la. u happy?"

then i was like dumbstruck. and realise how stupid and bad i am to say those things la. and yifan look really really really sad. (T.T)
then i ask veron whether i went too far. although she says its nth. i still felt very bad. and for the rest of the day till now i still feel very very bad. her sad expression is very vivid on my mine.

i regretted what i did la. if someone did that to me i will probably break down. and now i did that to someone. (T.T)
i ERASED all the bad things i wrote bout yifan. and i got apologise to yifan. i was like praying that in this way i can forget her damn sad expression and my guilt. but i cannot leh. even as i finish writing this post i still feel damn bad.

(T.T)

got one time playing bball downstairs. my fren pointed out a mosquito that bit on me. i was like juz whack it. and bear said " wah. all that talk about being merciful"
then i went to find excuses of like wad mosquitos transmits aids. -.-
now i type oso find it ridiculous la. (T.T)

maybe in me there is this devil leh?
freak i might really be a damn bad person at heart la. (T.T)

sotong!!! (T.T)

shaoying

2006-11-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

shaoying is dying for me to mention her during my birthday.
okays then.

SHAOYING.

done.

lol. no la. juz joking. okays. the only thing i know about shaoying is that she prepared a very BIG present for me but was smashed by her mum? HAHAHA. lol. and she is veh busy now. with homework. (-.-)
and and and and. she can still chat with me while saying she is BUSY.
well. i guess im not the only irony around. (simna laugh. HA.HA.HA.)

tired out

2006-11-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

today make me realise 2 things.

-choir is very very fast-learning things.

we like within less than hour learn one song.
yesterday one practice learn another song.
friday learn one more song again. (:

and we sang it well.
though vocally very tired.(haha ms tham so ti tie)
but i feel that today was great la.
LES CHORISTIES. DONATO IL CORE my heart.
hahahahas.

2nd thing.
(erased and guilted ) (T.T)

im so pissed that i went to play bball back home even when i was quite beat. lol. maybe its just an excuse to play? and i poke boyboy eyes while playing! die la! haiz. die. i damn scared his eyes will pain. coz even I FELT the impact of the poke. and i was like. his eyes were red. (T.T)
i feel so dangerous. aboutt myself. its either i keep getting hit by some stupid soccer ball or bball if not means i hit dao people. (T.T)

aiya. good thing sotong keep listening to my rantings. poof. WHY LIDAT ARH?

continue-ing

2006-11-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

prezzie by lis mei.
chocs by cousins and aunt
cute candle by boyboy
hehe. that brownie and the candle is sweet rite? lol. everything is sweet.

CHOCS's chocos by my aunt and cousins!
meal cooked by elise mum. SO KOREAN style rite!
my cake on saturday...
i was zilian-ing back home
the pizza! gosh marian ate one box!

marian!!! hahahas. i was temptin her with CHOCS. she was like swearing that she wont eat it. hmms. but here it goes (grin)
one whole bag of lingshi showered on us. (: kindly sponsored by lis's mum.
chocos! eeyer. jade put the choco back soon after. EEYER.
elise sis. hahahahas. cute rite?
the pyramid game!

my birthday!

2006-11-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

hehes. today is damn damn fun. only decided this morning that we go elise house celebrate my bdae! hahahahs. abit paiseh last minute tell. HAHAHA. but nvm. hao peng you mah (muahahahhaa)

YEAH!

was like damn fun!! elise is so nice!! for lending me her house! XD
elise mother is DAMN nice!! she was like practically so welcoming la. treat us like own daughters lidat
elise sister is... er... a bit scary. hahahas. but cute la.

I feel so damn molested today. hahahahas. kana attacked by elise sis. she was like mo here mo there! (O.O) she thot that i was SHUAI. which is hmms. quite true?XD hahahas. but she is sweet la.

THEN THEN! we ordered pizza. had a mini brownie for a cake (MY CHOICE!) and WATCH MY GIRL. OMG. I WAS LIKE OMGING! the kdrama damn nice. okays. LEE joon ki not bad la. i received lots of present. and more to come.(HAHAHA) XD chitchat alot. elise mum's homecook food.... so wen xin! ren sheng jiu shi lidat mah. (:

whoops. we had lots and lots and lots of fun there. THE TIDBITS WAS LIKE. WHOA.
hahahahas. and elise mei kept feeding me with seaweeds.XD MARIAN ATE ONE WHOLE BOX OF PIZZA. OMG. drop jaw sia. me jade and elise only ate like 2 ea? hahahas. HMPH. marian never get fat. @#$%#&&@#

BTW. SOTONG aka jade is like damn blurr today. (sigh. although its expected) from queenway to my house (2stop oni) OSO can get lost sia. alamak. blurr sotong. ming bu xu chuan sia.

Today was one of the cosiest bdae i had. hahahahas. hope my dad(same bdae) is happy too today! love ya guys!

hehe

2006-11-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

hahahas.

today i abit buay bah. XD
But a lot of people so qiao turn up. hahahahs!
I took quite some photos.
but with special request. im not suppose to post it up here.

hehe. today is a pre-celebration.
alamak. i got a BIRTHDAY BASH.
i am like so guai standing at one corner liao. STILL kana hit by a soccer ball on my shoulder. (T.T)

Actually. today could be damn damn nice. if my dad did not tell me to go back home for a while... to get my presents and says thanks. 0.0

Ah Zheng went away. i heard. to lengkee. #%768#@$@#@&^!#%$.
aiya but is my fault. its like so many people playing then i suddenly go home. ):

i apologised. (T.T)

hmms.then after that came down ppl are like playing soccer le. Left a few of us to play the bball. and i keep KANA-ing whacked. -.-

lol. it didnt have downpour today. and i thank dear lord for it (:
BUDDEN i got hit my MANY balls MANY times. (T.T) ouch?

aiya. nvm. today is PRE-celebration.
haha. desperate for tomorrow!!!

YAYYAY!!

2006-11-12T13:48:00.000+08:00

hahas, another 3 more hours!!

lol. hmms. my brothers hor. eeyer. dunno how to make their siblings happy on a bdae de. the older one says "i give u money u go buy present bah." the younger one says " aiya. u go cut cake with ur fren later then i join."

(T.T)

sian. hahahas. but nvm. i think ill celebrate for like 3 times this year. to make up for the 3 years of no celebration. XD

btw. i am bored so i went to take this test. hahahas. im once again. FLATTERED.

You Are Pretty Logical

You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic
While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good
Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!

How Logical Are You?

wahahaha

2006-11-11T19:15:00.000+08:00

tmr ill give my bball mates a big surprise.
hehees. lol. i sound so high.

pray that tomorrow does not rain. erm i mean does not downpour. lol.
baituo. haiz. although i love rain and real rain, i dun wan my sunny day keep being chong zou by the rainwater. X(

hope that everything goes well!

wah.

2006-11-10T19:56:00.000+08:00

hmms. this is quite true leh. esp that LOW RESISTANCE to illness. im kinda shock.

Your True Birth Month Is August

Sauve Romantic Attractive Observant Loves to joke Easily jealous Easily angered Learns to relax Loves to dream Thirsty for praise Loving and caring Brave and fearless Extraordinary spirit Careful and cautious Independent thoughts Angry when provoked Loves to make friends Sensitive but not petty Too generous and egoistic Takes high pride of oneself Loves to lead and to be led Thinks quickly and rationally Knows how to console others Poor resistance against illnesses Firm and has leadership qualities Talented in the arts, music and self defense

What's" Your True Birth Month?

IM SO FLATTERED.

2006-11-10T19:40:00.000+08:00

HAHA.
I FEEL SO FLATTERED.

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

LOL. i tried another few with OTHER options that i feel right about. i got FANTASY LOVER and PRIZED OBJECT.
LMAO.

weird.

2006-11-10T19:33:00.000+08:00

HAHA.
This is a stupid Q&A i took. And being a smartie pants. i got

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Science?

Room life.

2006-11-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

WHEYX. haha. you must have miss me lots to visit my blog again. RIGHT? LoL!(stop lame-diao-ing)

hahas people. now im showcasting my ROOM life. basically my room is my home. i practically do everything here except the T.T (toilet times) and dining times.i watch my shows here. sleep here. slack here. pia hw here. snack here and well hahas. blog here.

The photos ARE VERY not in order due to blogger's uncanny photo posting rules! )($T#%#$&%^*&^. i actually thot of making a time scheduled photo pic la. but suan le.

My table at night. hahas. drink, hw + GOONG vcd

My full time by-the-bed partner.XD given by Veron

oh erm. this is my fridge.its not in my room la duh. hahas. but is the place i frequent often to get my only snack. -apple-
im already trying to make it look full by concentrating everything in 3 compartments. it looks full la. right?

HAHAHAHA. one of my favourite kdrama vcd. lent to me by veron once again. XDD the lead actor is kawaii till bu xing!

my room. lol. Its a mess! hahahas. it s shared by my younger brother and me. although i seem to dominate it for most of the time. COZ im always here. XD

this is my lovely computer la. sweetXD its the only clean area of my table at all times. scroll down and know why. hahahas.

pissed being woken up in the morning by my brother. this happen every other morning when he tries to snap my pic. hahas. IM PREPARED.

After packing. NEAT rite? I choose not to show the sides. X)

yes. this is my messy till cannot messy table! before packing. during exams its a whole lot worse. HAHAHAH. my room dont look oriento. not like my house. XD

aiya. cannot post more photos le. LOL. yar. next time got more time then i show more.XD for now thats all lor.

Life in my room. XD

2006-11-10T17:58:00.000+08:00

2006-11-10T02:44:00.000+08:00

21 ways of saying i love you.

(English) i love you
(French) je t'aime
(Hindi) hum tumhe pyar karte hae
(Czech) miluji te
(Slovakian) lu'bim ta
(Italian) ti amo
(Ukrainian) ya tebe kahayu
(German) ish libe dish
(Chinese) wo ai ni
(Greek) s'agapo
(Hawaiian) aloha wau ia oi
(Lithuianian) tav myliu
(Japanese) ai shi te ru
(Romanian) te ubsec
(Bosnian) volim te
(Albanian) te dua
(Fillipino) mahal kita
(Spanish) te amo
(Portugese) amo te
(Arabian) annah be hebic

and lastly
(Korean) Sarang heh yo.

the belated post.

2006-11-10T02:25:00.000+08:00

the ultra rare photo of shaun and me.
with elin. i look so big sister here. XD ok fine, coz elin looks young. =.-
ACTING CUTE ALL WE WANT.
see the height gradient? SEE it?!
hahas. stefan is claiming how shuai he is with the specs off. XD ok la.

wini yu wo.

hahas. this is suppose to be posted DAYS ago.
but coz im so crazy replaying and replaying and replaying my kdramas. i prac got no time to post. HAHAHA.

so post now lor.

ITS THE 2G OUTING!!!
hehe. SO MANY ppl turn up. SO nice!!
thanks to marian elise qihui wini beixin huimin and all who cook nice nice nice nice nice nice things to eat. hehe. ITS EDIBLE. for the first time in all our BBQ. hahahas. qihui is pronounced firestarter!

hmms. beixin dont look good that day. her stomach gt problem nia. poor thing. tong4 tong4 go away. go away. lol chao act cute. takkaire okay beixin. DUN FAINT.

and i damn gaoxiao. go huiyi house charge my mp3. lol. coz i want to listen to my korean songs mah! thanks dear huihui! hahahas. u fulfilled one of ur fren wishes you know! u know!XD

stupid JADE never come. aiya but she had fun with her cca. NVM LOR, ZHONG SE QING YOU! XD jkjk. nvm la. can always organise another bbq. right huiyi? right? right? right? haha i know right de. X)

lala. then took quite some photos. as you can go huiyi blog and see all. im only going to post SOME photos here. hahahas. have fun viewing bahs.

-yul rocking-

rain.

2006-11-10T02:17:00.000+08:00

i love rain. but i don't like downpours. -.-

today actually wanna go jade house de. BUDDEN. haiz. the downpour... @#%$#!$^%^&*@##!#^%^ (pout)
in the end stay at home whole day. mart came for a visit. and we watch labixiaoxin together. but was still veh sian.

hmms.

im quite scared leh. muz memorise karimatanu. so long. i think i cmi la. hope that day can hun shui mo yu. sigh. now the song pieces are getting more and more and more difficult. and i keep falling sick whenever i pia too much. -.-:

bear is going to say im weak again.

BUDDEN.
im DAMN HIGH tonight. coz i found

DAMN CUTE RIGHT!!
OMG. iwas like omging when i found this picture!! hahas. so put here let ppl FEN XIANG. hahahahas. love him lots.
and yes. I PREFER YUL TO SHIN.
although shin is nice. but yul is shuaier! XD

sweet <3

2006-11-07T19:04:00.000+08:00

heyos!

today woke up early early go choir. thought i early one lor. in the end. LATE. coz suppose to have P.T. sian sia. need to run one round around the track.

sigh. today abit sad case la rite.
spent almost e whole afternoon correcting tuning. =.=:
that only meant that choir is "zao xia-ing."
(shakes head)
i personally forgotten karimatanu! =.=:

ehx. saturday went to huiyi's bbq.
it rock sia. haha. food cook by marian elise wini and qihui +++ is delicious! hahahas. i slack at one side zilian-ing. hahahahas. gosh and bx got a handphone that can play songs like radios.and i drop it. oops. XO

playplayplay. whole day. then this vain me go wear a stupid converse tall shoe and my leg hurts la!~ see. cannot play bball for days. and i stupidly took the wrong pair of earrings out!!! grrr...

morale of the story : dun go huiyi bbq. XDDDD
jkjk. its was like so fun la. pity sotong not there. neither is uh pat. two of them fly to dunno where (wahh.... so far.... can't see le....wahhhhh)

yeaps. people. NOV13 is coming. to my beloved friends. REMEMBER HORS. hahahahahs. sotong too! u dun pei wo that day u die! geez. sound so er. hahahhahas. wadeva! XDDDDD

-happybballing-

Eh?

2006-11-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

HAHA. yea, i do not know....

heys people!
its NOV 13 soon you know.

yar. actually that day is not special la.
just that if you forget that day then aiya, wont what la.
you at most kana whacked, beat, bashed, hit, burned, shot or die on spot oni. (:

Hahahahas. Joking nia.
yea. my birthday is coming!!!
so excited. hahahahas. SOTONG! i want my present. <3<3<3

this year has been erm. traumatising.
eeyer. you see arh. teachers change change change. like clothes like that.
then the exams so so so so difficult. @$@#%&^&%$#
sorry song, the result i produced was eh, unspeakable.

talking bout results right, today got quite a relief after being able to see some things that i am not able to see last time. hmms. although "o" level chinese i flopped the compo and probably will not get an A1, it does not mean the END of life. =). thanks to beer-n, i am not so sad now la.
BUT IM STILL SAD OK.. Afterall, being in RV, saying results does not matter is like saying humans dont need to breath. sobx.

whoops. anyway, i should be glad. MY BDAE IS COMING.
remember ah. i want BIG BIG present. (please dont give me a big box that contains. air.)

see you guys then. tmr got 2g BBQ. weehee!

Angels with halos.

2006-09-24T13:07:00.000+08:00

today is saturday.

study time=/
went out with yishi to study. then jolin came along. wahahaha. teach us about chem nia. then faster go meet her mum le. so sweetXD print notes for us somemore. Angel 1.

Hehe. the afterthat me and yishi pia math. pia like siao. then got qn dunno. wahhahaa. then bi songhua(Angel 2) come out to teach nia. hehehe. (devilish me) and finally completed mathXD YAY! hahas. songhua can go physics olympiad ! wah... hahas. pros. LOL.

then thot me and yishi bout chem. finally basics grasp abit liao. haix. but still need to study like siao. then song's cousin YIBIAO(angel 3)-hahas spelt correctly came. oso another smart de. @##$%$&%^&^%&%.
but sway. never come rv. if not i can everyday go kajiao! hahahas then hw can finish for sure! aiya but dun come rv oso nvm la. Rv is like ....

although all seniors leave le say miss rv. i doubt i will. hahahahs. maybe miss my frens la.XD anyway we pia till near 9 oclock. den yishi(angel4) and her parents(angel 5 and 6) sent me home!

wahahahhaa. and last of all. the angel 7 is me la! :) for being such a sweet and nice and lovable person to go out study in a . saturday. X(

2006-09-21T17:26:00.000+08:00

hais.
sigh.
bored!

i am really lacking in self discipline nia.
never study and keep getting glued to hb.
muz learn to be independent.

but WHE-EH!

how to be independent la. as in.
i carn get motivation out of no where. NONO.
carn study alone, even when there is no temptations. like when i lock up my com and stop seeing hb.
hmms. im damn stressed now. RUNNING away from reality. hahahas. but i think ill CHIONG back somehow.

jiayou peeps. gd luck for eoy.!

him again

2006-09-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

im going crazy. again.
he is in my desktop, my pencilbox. my table and i specially design a screensaver of him him and him. (:
hahahas. kk im huachi. over ONE hua. (above above :D)

i confess my love. <3<3<3
hahas. jkjk. but he rocks. muacks!

hyun bin <333

2006-08-28T00:14:00.000+08:00

If i had a chance, i would have totally drug him and take him home. LMAOXD
Just in case you all don't know, i been recently hua chi-ing over hyun bin. hahahahah. okays. well i dont know. but he is one hot babe. LOL. starring at the korean drama "My name is kim sam soon" or "my lovely samsoon". Hyun bin takes on the role as a rich guy(samshik) who wanted to start his own restaurant instead of relying on his mother, the president of a hotel. He meets samsoon in one of the most unusual way. After tasting the cake that sam soon makes(also in a damn unusual way) he decided to hire samsoon as the patissier of his restaurant. There he also sign a contract with samsoon- samsoon will pretend to date samshik for 50 million won." ( this is samshik way of "killing time") Then there goes a series of dramatic, loving and heartwrenching happenings that will make you "AHH!!!." and "awwww" and "WEI SHE ME!" and "omg omg!" for a thousand times while watching it. well at least i do.

gosh. im gonna regret blogging this.
TO ALL GIRLS OUT THERE! " stop declaring you love for hyun bin. He's mine. LOL. jkjk.XD

sob.

2006-08-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

wahh..
recently keep on getting "scoldings" la rite.
sotong keep saying that i huachi.
never to forget shaoying's "jin tian de tian qi hao qing lang." that followed.
Pa keep saying that my butt don't leave the chair when my face is 90degree perpendicular to the com.XD

aiya. but life is rocking.
although i seriously going to bao4 the 20 for my l1r5 le. budden. i think that i can do better de. so can you all okay! stay positive. i have been slacking out with my friends every other day since common test is over.=D but i am preparing to mug during holis le.hikes. help me song!! =.=:

tralala. then overall things are doing well la. budden my jianwang is NOT changing at all la rite. -.=: haha. i just lost my pe shirt today. (drop jaw)
keke. wadeva. i still got 2 spare. (but i still like my lost shirt. meow.)

eh. but got a veh sad thing la. i think i cannot go prague le. okay, i know you all gonna say im "kaijun2" BUDDEN. seriously la. i think i cannot make it le.=/ still considering. i got 1 more week. X(

-T.F.M.M.F.W <3

the happy life

2006-08-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

arllow.
hmms. recently life has been going well.
i am really glad that despite my bads, i still have true friends out there for me. =) which is something that is vehveh hard to find in this world.

suddenly felt that all i have done in the past becomes so weird and distant. and that now i felt so much relief that i can finally sleep and dream a good dream.(its been damn long since i dreamt.)

hehe. T.F.M.M.F.W.
<3 you guys forever.

-wo de zhen xin hua.

2006-08-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

wah.
common test was diff.
neva had time to blog.

i flunked my chem i think. coz i missed out lots of qns. chinese was oso flunked. =.=:

hope that my humans can bring me up.
miss school again today. fell sick. 5 types of pills plus one cough syrup.
in exchange for my bio test.!!! diao. i veh anxious lor. later cannot retake then i study so hard for nth.=.-:

hope i get well soon. XD

2006-08-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

wahahahahaha!

Kbox is FUN!
was singing lots of songs.
and we dont wanna leave.XD

ohyaya. hmms. so is me and jade and shao and qihui go K together!
we sing lots of song by JJ and JJ AGAIN.
zzzz.
coz shao addicted with JJ la. hehe. i pick some F4 songs. wahahhaa. and my must sing Dai Pei Ni.
miss singing kbox with you guys.

ENCORE.

=X
guess wont haf the chance. coz common test.
thats why i got to STUDY and STUDY and STUDY.

promise my dad to get good results then can go prague. kk. but today i gonna play.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

common test

2006-08-09T10:32:00.000+08:00

time flys.
its common test again.
zzz.

im very stressed la. then so many work to do. thank goodness i haf a whole bunch of nice friends and seniors. hope that this time common test will not be that hard.X( and i hate spa.

i want to go rj. hope i can get in. hope that some person frm rj can shoo so i can get in my dream cca. wahahahahaXD im abit bad la. but my view of that person completely change.

STERIODS. (never eat them)

a fanatic day at aunt judy and uncle winnie house part2

2006-08-06T21:56:00.000+08:00

hehe. here is part 2!

at the same day. we went to upper pierce reservoir. TO CATCH LOBSTER. wahahha. its not the boring boring type of lobster catching. is veh veh fun de! uncle patrick-my xiao-shu, my aunt, my beloved cousins, my brothers and me to the reservoir. wahahhaaha. then veh veh nice one. we are FULLY- equipped for the job. wee!!

so. the whole thing is lidat la. we got this stick. then, muz wrapped some bread around the stick. then muz plus a green net wrapped around the bread that is wrapped around the stick. then muz use rubberband tie.

hehe. then with one net. we are suppose to put the bread in water and LURE the lobsters out from the rock. wahaha. it really requires lots of patience and skill. whaahhaa. and then, its VEH interesting to see the lobster come out from the rock. slowly. slowly. to ur food lor. wahhaa. at first i dunno one. then chee-wee korkor teach me la(wahaha. another shuai cousinXD ) then he veh skillful de. trying to lure a few out for me to catch. then he teach me la. while he attempted to catch the VEH big one.but failed. coz too nan le. cannot blame him. wahhaha. i personally caught TWO lobsters!!hehe. see i so great... hmms... ya... great... okay okay! i confessed! i caught TWO...in 2hrs... well yea.
veh good for a first timer le. cheewee kor and jason both said i did well. whahahaha.my elder bro veh lan. only caught one.wahahahaha. under the help of my aunt la.
wahahahahah.=D

after tat. we had a "yi yi bu she" de feeling go home. hais. budden. a buffet and a movie is waiting for us. WHY NOT?! whahahahaha.=D i thank all my cousins and aunts+uncle and papa for making me so happy today. hehe. btw. i sajiao wif my aunt and qiu her ask my papa let me go prague. and jason kor keep helping me talktalk. whahahaha. AND WE WON THE WAR!

we are the champions...
we are the champions...

wahahah. tqtq. and now. my dad let me go prague le! YAY!

a fanatic day at aunt judy and uncle winnie house

2006-08-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

ALLO!

hehe. i veh veh veh happy this few days! (although caught with a flu and carn play bball =/ )

on sat the 5th of july, i went to my aunt house warming day.
hehe. my aunt and my uncle belongs to the rich rich type of ppl. ooo... wahhaha. budden they veh modest de la. anw, the house was VEH beautiful. Its a 4 or 5 storey terrace semi-detached. And veh spacious. besides having a green-garden that has veh nicely planted plantations there is also "fossils" as tiles. ahaha! and then got this pond made of stone with wooden bench for sitting and viewing. Then beside the garden got this tea house lidat. Got a windowed-roof(like that of a green house) and stone walls. wahhahaa. with of course, chairs and a small table. :) wahaha. so sweet. got music somemore.!!! its like my dream kinda house la.

My cousins rooms look cool. with all those modern housing furniture. wahaha. then the bed oso veh veh special de. is like jap style mattress on top of a wooden table. haaha. sounds weird. LOOKS weird too. XD

The toilets is the best part la. wahhaha. i think there is a total of 3 toilets(or 4) in the house. then the washing basin veh unique de lor. its toilet like got different "theme" . The base floor toilet is "antique" de. the basin is round and place on a ceramic table, with a "colour painted mudan hua." wahhaha. then the tap is gold. (hmm... NOT T.T dorai la.) like that type of veh huai jiu tap de. hehe. pity i never take photo sia. =( Then the others veh special too. But the master bedroom toilet is MOST special de lor. There is this glass door about 2 meter wide enclosin the toilet. then. inside got a mini jacuzzi. with those small small rocks as floor surface!! wahah. so nice rite! and the walls are "rocked-tiled" veh class hor. wahahaha.

BTW. the most exciting part is that the house has a door that leads to a sound-proof mini movie theatre. with the newest movie projector thats cost like 1000 bucks +++ la. wahahaha. SO NICe..

Okay. thats the "you-qian-ren" de house. hehe. so xian mu. but im alrite with a small but cosy apartment. as long as im living together with a veh shuai shuai-ge. WAHAHAH. LIKE DMS. OR ZAIZAI. wahahaha. =D i sound despo-tic. LOL. kk. to be continued.

the secret tunnel

2006-08-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

wah!!!

i or let say WE made a veh veh veh interesting discovery!!!
wahaha. the new sch ( as in old but new to us) got this veh veh creepy tunnel leh!! ahaha. it is rumoured that there will be pictures of the dead at the dead end of the tunnel. IN THE END, we found.... dun tell u. haha.. go find out urself.

anw, is the me, ym, yx, jm, ting and yeap go the tunnel explore! omg. the DARING darlings. wahahah. so fun. okay, being a " NO-NO" for creepy crawlies and scary stuffs, its quite a surprise that i so enthu about getting in. anw, half way dunno who "WAHH" and we all start to "WAH!!" and run out of the tunnel.=.="

hehe. that tunnel need to kneel down and crawl through at one part de. veh scary lor! and is full of dripping paint that look like blo0d.... wahaha. its so fun!! we went in the second time and we manage to walk till the end. AND WE SAW.... wahaha. not telling u. go find out (repeated le.) keke. aiyo, its a fun fun place. WE are going to make it a hideout. kekes. YAY!

love or life?

2006-07-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

hmms. today im a bit bothered by some things that i dont understand.
i am an emotional person. but i think i should be able to suppress my emotions at time. i believe that there is true love in this world, but that doesnt mean that "u hurt urself = u love the person"

it only hurt the person u love eventually.

today i once again find ppl self-mutilating. i find it quite stupid. terribly stupid. as in. before u love someone, u have to learn to love urself. rite?
if u really love that person, u wouldnt want to put that person in a difficult situation, rite?

and do u think that doing all the things for someone else sake but hurt yourself in the end tat the person who u did things for will be happy? its so no rite. why do u want to hide everything to urself? sometimes. ppl dun need protection. coz protection makes one weak. And we all want to be strong.

i find this stupid. really stupid of you.

the bball people.

2006-07-22T09:42:00.000+08:00

HEHE!

today is probably one of the coolest bball match i ever had.XD
after choir i went to the bball court to play. and so luckily, the people who i like to play bball with are there! laiseng, ernest and this light blue shirt person. XD sorry i carn really rmb names.

then saw another new guy in the bball court today! keke. he was wearing jeans. which are not allowed in school!!!
...
i was quite guailan at first. coz got ppl break sch rules. (lol. reason for that guai gia me is coz choir juz decided to be all the best guai kias.)

haha. but later realise tat he graduated. so nvm la. hahaha. guai cuo hao ren. yar. then all of us were like playing bball. !!! so happily. our team won la. but we got advantage, coz 3 vs 2 mah. but its veh veh veh nice game leh!! keke. alot of stunts start coming out. then that wear-jean guy like can slam the ball lidat leh!!! wah! lol. actually i was wondering if he is in dance previously la. coz he turn like got that dance look lidat. haha.

anyway, ernest and the blue teeshirt senior i think. played well. haha. i abit extra in front of so many gao shou. keke. so it was anyyway, the coolest game. coz if its not cool, i probably wont miss the hua yi concert. WAHHH... ii play playy play till forget time. X(((((

SORRY JOLENE. snnifff.
anyway i got home and sleep like siao. hahaa. yar. so thats the day lor!XD

=DDDD

2006-07-22T09:35:00.000+08:00

wahaha!

lol. today damn damn nice.
today the meeting in choir. i initially thot is sian sian one. budden in the end, alot alot of good things came out! XDDD i was so gandong that i feel like crying. well a joy kinda cry. okays, so these are the few things that choir seniors promise to do.

1.seniors muz set good examples.
etc. listen (not hear) to the conductor or whoever in front.:) ignore anyone who talks to them. wear proper choir attire. practice scores during spare time. right posture.

2. everyone must help each other.
juniors can correct seniors too.XD esp seniors like me la.

3. respect oneself and the choir. do ur best for it.

4. Goal : May not need to be perfect but must be the best that we can give in any concert/performance, even rehearsals.

Love oneself. Love choir. Love singing!

xiaogen

2006-07-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

xiao gen.
xiao xiao gen.
xiao gen gen.
xiao shu gen.
shao gen jin. XD
<3<3<3

spa. Aps

2006-07-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

lol.

SPA. is inversely proportional to Attitude ProblemS

today is the funniest looniest spa i have ever gone thru. XD

okay.the whole experiment was suppose to be lidat.

first, prepare blahblahblahh. suppose to test for the energy in a peanut (seriously who cares bout energy in one peanut la, worse, they told us to cut half. =.-")

so, we can find this out by having a test tube filled with water. then burn the peanut(make it catch fireXD) then use the burn peanut to heat the test tube from underneath. increase in water temp la. then got formula given to find energy de...

hmms. so happy l.c.k devil was not so happy.
l.c.k devil was veh stress.
she did the first step of cutting up and poking the peanut correctly.... then she burnt it...
ya. it successfully caught fire....

(nvm, no need sub name le. i admit i done the following declared below.)

then, I never read instruction clearly...
so... i place the peanut into the water. transfer heat mah! ...
lol. then the fire extinguished.
i thot nvm. coz book got instruction say

"if fire extinguish, burn the peanut again."

so then me did this stupid action of burning the peanut and extinguished it in the water.... A few many times....

when i finally realise need to juz burnt the peanut and place it under the test tube. me was like "wow.great.im done"
but luckylucky, got TWO peanuts. keke. so can re-experiment.
this time i correct leh!!(clapclap:) budden. the pin with the plastic handle use the hold the peanut that is burning caught fire!!! wahh!!!

i was like. oh shit oh shit. then the handle melt... wahhh. then the pin come out from the handle and land on table.. WAHHH...=.=
i quickly ask teacher for new handle+pin la. but i forgot the dropped pin got a burning peeanut!!! then the peanut burnt the table!!! wahhh!!! chao ta! =.=:!!!! then i quickly "huuu. huu!!huu!!" then the fire went out. PHEW.okay. the rest was done done done. spa FINALLY over...

its like. LOL la.
first. i got myself "peanut water"
next, i melt the pin + handle.
then, i cooked the tabletop with burning peanut.
WOW.

everything turned chaota....

=.="

keke. i thot i was the worse le. but got ppl worse than me. kekeke. cannot reveal la. come to me for more info. kekekeke. XDDD i laugh till i almost gave "holy-blessings" when i heard wad he say while drinking mocha. kekeke. damn gaoxiao. lol. chao ke ai lor him. wahahhaha. okays. hmms. calm calm. so today was lidat.

OH YA. i want to thank somebody veh veh important. thanks for teaching me marriage de amour! MUACKS! keke. i look forward to tmr!!! kekeke. YAY!

keke.

2006-07-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

keke.
sotong's birthday is coming!!!
exam is coming...

hmms. i haf been frustrated over the past few days, thinkin of what i should get for sotong. hehe. maybe ill juz get sotong a sotongball. lol. okays, i know it is not funny.

sigh. buying present is a difficult thing. ESP when u are tight in cash. =(
but ren jia really wanna get sotong a present leh. :(
sian la. maybe this saturday i go around shop shop for things:)))

BAND FIESTA.
yes. band's fiesta. does not concern choir. hahhahas. budden my frens were there. keke. sorry la hui. sorry la wini. sorry la fel. i did not go. XD hahas. but i really wanna go de. juz that... hmms. haha i say liao dun angry k. i was busy playing bball. XD
BUDDEN.(stop walao-ing la XP)
budden. coz got geog test. then i was studying like mad for it mah. YAH... thats really the main main reason la. :]
what i have just said is solely and solely the truth. solely. erm. yar. should be. keke.

Anyway. CHOIR is rocking!!! hhahahas. juniors are now getting better and BETTER and BETTERRRRRRR!!! RAWR. hehehehe. hmms. maybe i should not be so pessimistic about things bah. choir is still GOOD. lol. there are so many optimistic ppl around me. so i should go optimistic. make sense. yeah. hope that choir will get SYF gold. with honours. hehe. everyone. KAMPATEI-YO!

love you all to bits!

racial harmony

2006-07-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

Aye!

(: although this few days lots of unhappy things happened, but today is suansuang bdae!! happy bdae to my chioest juniorXD. met her first at bball court. and my first reaction was "wow, so chio". hehes.she is a great bballer. excellent chopper, and u never know how much i ever wished to have girls joinin me in the bball court. Life is wonderful. (im not a les k)

today choir was tiring. But com said we got improvements! YAY!! hahahas. juniors did a great job on "only you". coz they only got like a few days to learn and memorise. XD budden, i think it could have been better. is this the "sure-have" mindset of a senior? dunno.

hmms, today practice till 6++. was veh veh veh tired, but still went to suansuang hse for her bdae celebration:)) oh yes! her house is FUN. freakingly fun. u know her house the corridor. the wall short short one!! then like veh easy can fall off the building lidat! hahahahs. Veh hao wan!! keke. then somemore her house small small, chao cosy de!! and the dining room is at the back of the kitchen!!! wahahaha. first time got see such design wor. Veh kawaii!!! i was damn excited. hahas. coz the house like veh wenxin and it was afterall, a bdae dinner! hahas.

oh yea. hmms, i made a fool of myself....
k. end of story.xD

lala, so now i blogging... today got happy, got unhappy.but mostly happy. i began to like everyone around me. ppl are like angels.
what bliss...

2006-07-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

hihiS!

hahas. so long long long long never blog leXD
sorry blog, i abandoned you. =( but... but i didnt mean it u see.
i was pre-occupied with homework, that stupid speech day(coz dunno who change our song la!) and erm... a bit of bball.XD. okay fine. ALOT of bball....

i veh stressed leh blog. hais
but u wont eva eva understand. u are juz a blog.:(
so many test coming up. tmr jiu maths test le.X( and somemore got geog test, hist test... freak la. rv is all bout test exam and HOMEWORK.

howeva, i call em "schoolwork". this is because i do them in sch. during lessons. XD. hahas. okay thats a bad thing. but... AT least i never copy mah. hehehehe. i still devil la.

Oh yea. DIE LA. Mr WWB(wong wee boon) knows how to play the piano!!! X((((( gosh. its a shock. .... i was like, shit. budden, it was veh shocking la. i thot he is only interested in english, english and sentosa. hahas. coz that time choir camp he go sentosa play then we saw him. XD
but i was veh like paiseh la. was saying so confidently that he doesnt know how to play....... although he did freak me out when he first place his hands on the piano bahs... haish. this lesson tells me. NEVER judge a teacher by his cover.(lol, i not saying he LKK kaex) hope he forget bout the treat thing. PAI TUO LA>!

aha! and this stupid baichi ben junior of mine ice-skate till go ICU.
lol. that the hosp she stay damn kawaii sia. okays, i mean. it full of bunnies, tortoises and cute cute paintings!!
hahahahahas. so ke ai. lol, i was laughing away when she is the only 13 years old out of those 5-6 years old kid.XD

hehe. today is song bdae! happy bdae!!!! wahahahahhaa. sorry no prezzie...X( hahas, will pu chang one. next time buy BIG BIG present. lol. like, a BIG empty box? hahhahahhs

LAla. now i go le. need to study for maths.... hais. i gonna end up a geek.

2006-06-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS DEFINITELY THE TOP 3 SCREWEST DAY OF MY LIFE.

FULL STOP.

END OF STORY.

wtf.

2006-05-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

yesyesyes.

i know .. i knoww...

PEOPLE MISS ME. heheX.
anyway. i writing down somethings that i need to do. just in case i forget.

top in list: Organise 2g class chalet.

about this thing, i already seek all info liao. we taking coasta sands resort and pasir ris that one. (not downtown east) then it is a two roomz tat one. the total price is (s) 380 dollars. ya. then i need to get at least 20 people to go in order to make this thing successful. now in the list i got.
its from monday to wed, on the 12th 13th and 14th of june. 2nd week of the holidays.money each of u need to play is 13 dollars for the staying fee.
i planning to collect 20 dollars from everyone. that means i got like spare 20dollars to buy food for u all.like maggi mee. yea. if u are to interested. please contact me asap.

me home no: 67296062
hp no.(for sms only): 94597500 (btw this is my bro. so if u call... yea...hmms. i may not be the one to answer)

yap. so this is the thing lor.

2nd in the list.

coming to my hse and having my specially cooked food.i still dun noe the date. but i think it shd be the sat or sun after the last day of sch. must come k.

3rd on list.
have a choir outing, omg i planned this VEH long liao. ... always not successful one. see this june can not. we going to sentosa there. play volleyball. NO bbq. so we prob eating at restaurant or something. yea.

so this is it...
haha. now bout MY LIFE.

this few days veh happy.
sotong keeps writing letter to me=) so sweet (er. sotong is jade)
then im meeting more and more friends.
people playing bball with me are getting sweeter and sweeter.
then still got one teachin me guitar! yea! hahahaha so shuang.

anywayx. i miss seniors lots. although missing no use la. some dun come back see me one. ... haix
haha. aiya. but nvm. i go see them lor. hahahaha

then dunno why. people keeps laughing nowadays. you shi mei shi jiu laugh and laugh and laugh. people go brrrr the lips oso can laugh until cry. like siao jun. and we keep getting regular scoldings from TONG. haha. the bell juz been struck... tongg.....

yea. liking 3c more and more. although now a bit bu xi guan. but the people around me are getting nicer. then i find them HOT. hahaha. lol. i mean veh wen xin. hehe. likin it more.... dun wry i still lobe gaoxiao all the same.

anyway. i love the philipine concert. they rock. haha. LES MIS. omg. the man sang so them well la. and we are like laughing so madly. HEHEHEHE. ms tham is name PROFESSOR tham wor... ahhaa. so shuang. first time hear ppl lidat call ms tham. poor tham. this few days keep sore throating.

anyway tmr go nj le. YEA! hahahaha. love alfreda. so nice go with me...=D sweet girl. tmr got concert too. so see u all tmr lor.=D haha.

sayonara.

btw, song u are obliged to play the game. I SAY SO.
HAHAHAHAA. XD

excited!

2006-05-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

hi peeps.

sorry never update for so long....
anyway. im very excited!!! hehe.
in about a week... im going to see the man of my dreams!!
lol.
no la. im juz joking. hehe. =.-"

but im excited! in a week i gonna get to do the house chores.
my maid is going back to her hometown for one month.
which means im gonna be the MAID for one month. XD

i just learnt how to use the washing machine.
also learnt how to use the vacuum. AND HOW TO WASH CLOTHES WITH HAND. obviously i know how to use my hand, but the process of washing clothes!! hehehe.

people may think im mentally problemental. haha. budden. i really like to do housework. can become an obasan for all u know. =DDDDD

this few days im into bball again.
on thurs i played bball with this group of sec 2s. damn pissed with them la. i dunno how my team mates feel. they dont seem to be affected. really lor. although im a noob. but there is this more noob NOOB who keep elbowing me! and he snatched the ball like. WOW. wad kind of snatch is that.... cat fight? dog snatch? can hit people hand and take ball one...

then they are like 12 or 10 against ask 6 or 7.. then they still say we bully!! hot arh.... thats why, first time play bball until so pissed. then suddenly thought of mah seniors. if they there, sure pang us chu qi, scold those incorrigibe sec 2s (except for laiseng) ....

really missed the seniors. i no longer see them in bball court. liying and jiayi no longer pop into the music room after school to practice scores... others did not come visit choir. and ms tham is trainin us to get better. i really wanna be a sec 1 again. i missed the old days at west coast. i missed playing the games there. things rocks. but they are never like before ever again....

TAGGED

2006-05-09T18:28:00.001+08:00

hehe. i am tagged by sotong aka jade=DDD

ok. here is the rules of the games.

1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 10 victims to join this game and leave acomment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.

ok. here are my points.

1. the person has to be a guy (LOL)

2. that person must be possessive, wilful and easily get jealous. XD
(mostly jealous cause of me la. =.-: )

3. the person must at least be QUITE shuai. (in my perspective) HAHAHA. and taller than me=D older than me too.

4. the person must like to play basketball.

5. the person must be filial.

6. the person cannot talk bad bout my frenz etc.

7. the person can hide things from me, BUT, cannot do it unless its once in a million years. (which means HE CANNOT hide things from me)

8. the person must like me for who i am =)

(ok. i know the descriptions above some very very much like daoming si. but who cares. LOL)

anyway. these are the people who ARE the victims
(dun wanna put jade shaoying and qihui, coz they kana tagged le. haha)

1. jiamin (choir)
2.yueming(choir)
3.yuxiao(also from choir)
4. huiyi.
5. wini
6.beixin.
7.yishi
8.songhua.
9.victor
10.gladys

HEHE. have fun people=D

Love u all to bits.

TAGGED

2006-05-09T18:28:00.000+08:00

2006-04-20T16:55:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.

yes. im here to COMPLAIN about school again.
maybe i shall be nick "the complain queen"

i complain arh. the lessons everyday end soh late.
i complain arh. the school work many until cannot use many, use much(coz CANNOT be count le)
i complain arh. i is getting veh low marks.
i complain arh. things are getting nowhere.
i complain arh. i ownself can rely on MY OWN!

(if u find the above seriously unreadable, un-understandable, un-absorbable. i suggest yoo stop. coz the bottom is worse.)

seriously la. i cannot find time to study. COZ lessons are ending at about 4-5oclock each day la. even if i find the tinny winny spare time i will go computering la. (like wad im doing now) ....

Purplease. iit is human to wanna relax.[okay, im not human]

then tomro got geog test. SHIT.

die liao la. i think i gonna ask seniors help me le.
currently in need of tution teacher. TEACH ME LEH!!

@!#$%&^&((&%#@!

haiz. now the situation im in can be said as.

deep shit.

whenever im ask to do anywork. i say

holy shit.

in the end. everything becomes.

a pile of shit.

okay. enough of shit te ss. i have enough of it to mention more. ....
diao la. im smarring the kawaii blog with my crude language.
perhaps the next blog entry should be kawaii to suit the blog. but the kawaii entry will surely not appear until exams are OVER.

cast cast chant chant powder magic lightning rain.
poof im gone.

...u did not see me... u diid not see me....

XD! bye!

stressed

2006-04-18T20:32:00.000+08:00

its raining.
im sick.
im stressed.
and i ran to school drench,

but i took photos.
with friends.
im happy.
felt blissed.

exams near.
my results are deproving. (if there is such a word.)
things arent going anywhere.
sick and tired,
i dun feel like studying.

perhaps this is juz an excuse.
im juz refusing.
to accept reality.
to realise that the fun is over.
and exams are really near.

sch is stressing.
people are stressed.
im more.
life's stressful.
e path is rocky and steep.
but its alrite.
as long as my friends.
my family are there.

-be my source of strength-

seniors (with love)

2006-04-14T11:19:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA! now show u some despo seniors eyeing for the cake. LOL!!

hahaha. got take the face. if u notice the bottom right. u can see this AHMA looking creature. LOL. she is liying. 1st lady. HAHAHAHA

yea. from left is charlene , qinny, and peicheng. beloved seniors of choir!
HAHAHA. see all the EYES!! LOL. the cake looks wonderful!
i dunno why its blue. but i think it looks quite nice right, hahaha. so many chiobus!!!

hehehe. nice right its the veh nice cake worX!!! i design de leh!!

heh. yaya. i did not take photos of the cake being EATEN. coz its erm. A barbaric scene. gots chunks here and there. AHAHHAa. seniors juz use their fork and poke the cake. OuCH!! lol. then the state is like ERM. hahahahaha.

oh ya. actually right. i was trying to keep this cake thing from choir. then dunno why leak out. then i manage to really "sort of" claim that there is really mei you she me cake to eat la. then right. the stupid ziyi (current president) go give my cam to zhenkai and conan.

being those type of qian bian senior. THEY LOOK AT THE CAM PICS. then saw the cake. then halfway ( i think is tenor sl) i heard wad. "one family" (which is a label in the cake) then i look.

OMG! they saw it. then i was like "OI!!!" so loud la. THEN Mr ong was staring at me like "ER" . then i became a laughing stock. !#@#%#$^$&
idiot right. then the two qianbian one keep laughing. =/

so paiseh la. .... =.=:
think will die le. ...

anyways, i really think RVC seniors rock! love them to bits.
yea. muz come back. including the past seniors. haha=D
sOng muz come back too k? =)

ok. i gtg le. next time upload more photos neh!

*hatching another evil plot*

weee!!

2006-04-14T11:09:00.000+08:00

me and yuxiao neh!!! =DDDD
me and my chiobu maid. lol. its taken long time ago. juz feel like putting it up
wahhahahahah!!! Miss Ek REPLICA! wanqin and yanneng
its me dogfood(dianfeng) and chio jiaayiyiyiyiyiyiyi!!!
retarded zhihui and the act cute me. LOL

LAALALALa. hahahaha i wanna upload more u see!!!
diao. its the last day le. lucky no one cried. and it ended happy. if got people cry i die le la. coz i dun like people crying. coz i wont noe wad to do. .... =.-:

Our Cookiie!!!

2006-04-09T17:48:00.000+08:00

COOKIES!!!!nice wor!

the messy us.
TADA!!

Hehe. me and jiamin are baking our very own special cookiies for those very someone! =DDD

so happy. at first the cookie thing look WEIRD lor. hahaha. and TASTE BITTER! LOL. i got the recipe from the INTERNET. dunno whether can not. think won't have diarhhea la right???

right???!

LOL. yeayea. so we happily tried to make the dough. WHICH took us a VEH long time la. and to shape them. ANOTHER VEH long time. teehheee. if those veh someone dont appreciate de hua. I KILL them!

MURDER!
(serial killer on strike)

haha. we had fun. and got ourselves in a mess. lol. but really veh kawaii neh. as in our cookie la. =D

kk. i gtg le. BB wor

2006-04-09T11:16:00.000+08:00

KAwaii neh~

hehe. veh cute blog !!! love it to bits!!

love myself too!! =DDDDD

hehe. im alive

2006-04-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

its 10.00 pm sharp.

and im blogging again!
lala. yea.

quite a lot of things lately.

the usual l oad of WORK.
many many remedials.
and of cos choir.

but the best thing is that we CAMPED.

The ultimate sec3 adventure camp!!

wahahaha. i had great deals of fun. veh relunctant to go back studying. how i hope i could play all day. haiz.
wish that holis come sooner. well shaoying gave a VIVID description of the camp 3day-life. hehe. quite true. VEH detail. totally non suspicious. LOL?

yea. guess u guys miss me. i miss you all too *winks*
this few days a little moody. probably becoz sec 4s are going.
seriously i still feel like im a sec 1.
and i really dun wan them to go. its like we never had enough.
i noe im selfish. but i really hope that in this world there is no such thing as an ending. i hate partings. to the end. contradictory? ....

hope that they will not forget me.
if they do ill kill em!
>.<
miss them lots and lots. juz without the courage to tell them that they are the best seniors that i have. ='(

bball again

2006-03-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

haha. today went to lengkee CC play bball with a friend.

yea. he veh good at scoring. speed veh fast too. learnt a lot.

then played match with another bunch of peeps.

whoa. u know right. their shooting skill ROCKS lor.

got this guy who like never missed. i already gai huo guo liao but still he scored lor.

haha. but did myself justice. i did caught a few lanban. got kana collision and fell =( but nvm la. as long as it is fun =D

then right, aiya. something damn embarassing happened la. =/
DUN wanna toke bout it. =.=

ok i noe im lame. yeah. my life revolves round bball this few days.
i was playin and playin and playin and playin NON stop.
haha. learnt a lot more from others but my shooting is still not good.=(
need to JIAYOU la.

teehee. yesterday saw this VEH shuai person in the CC. he was like one head taller than me? haha. but really veh shuai mah. then still kana scolded "hua chi" by some people =/ teehee. ya la. i hua chi. Hua ze lei de hua chi. hahahahahaha. yay. overall BBALL rocks.

Gor. if u dun like me play bball. THEN change a sister.
HAHAAHAHAH! BLEAH! dun care u lor. =PPPPP

btw. i finish reading the veh veh long manga of LIU XING HUA YUAN~ yea! hehe, dun buy me le la.i repeat. DUN BUY. hahahaha. ya. can buy me DMS though. lol. really veh huachi. hahahahahaha i FINISH.
although i quite like hanazawa rui (hua ze lei) to be with shancai la. but nvm lor. Dms oso veh KAWAII. hahahaha.

okok. muz go study le. this few days alot of test.
something happen in sch today concerning tong. WANNA HEAR?

haha. again, begin the L.C.K devil. i shall reveal. haahhaha

kk. so its like its tong lesson la. for those who dun noe tong. SHOO!
haha.yeah.

ok. ms lee. the veh young pe cum chem teacher came to ask for yisheng. dunno say wad. when she open the door and ask.

"erm. may i speak to yisheng please"

Mr tong give the VEH pissed off look.

" WHERE ARE YOUR MANNERS? where is your good morning and good afternoon?"

(ms lee was like (HUH?) er.ok. morning.)

(then he turned to us)

" u see people are like that. they..."

then i said. " erm but ms lee is a teacher.

tong: so wad if she is .... a wad
(omg look!)

tong: again?

me: she is a teacher.

tong: huh? (turn to ms lee) er sorry sorry. i dun noe. sorry.

(ms lee. haha. ok. (then got the "eh" look)

HAHAHAHAHA.

kk. thats it for today. buaiz la!

haiz

2006-03-10T19:30:00.000+08:00

yo peeps.

got veh bad news la.

I CARN GO THE OUTING.

sorry la. i pangseh u all...
its suddenly choir got exchange on thurs =(
sorry la. i know...hmms... make up to u all someday.
haha. dun miss me lor. XD

yar. today play bball until very very shuang!! wahahahaha.
yea. first time play till 7 oclock lor. and im going down to whack again. hwahahahahahahah. yea. bball rocks my world.

and im so so so jealous =(
SEC 1 got bball GIRLS team lor. wth, i sec 1 cannot join lor. =(
sad LA SAD LA SAD LA!!!

@#$@^$%&%!#@!$#

yar la. aiya,, dun noe wad to say. X(

anyway today rocks.
got 2 girls, xuan (alfreda) and meiting (isit?) ya. THEY ROCK!
hahaha. why? COZ THEY PLAY BBALL TOO!!

yes! finally got girls wanna play bball!!! WOOHOO!!!!
Im not alone!!!teehee. SO shuang.

then today learnt a lot of people la. even my junior oso teach me something. he is a VEH good chopper lor!! wah...when can i be liike that. zibei. anyway alfreda is chopper too! woohoo!! girls POWER!!

ya... ... choir learnt disney songs!! YAY!!! wahhahahaha. my fav is the colours of the wind. but didnt get to sing the solo part.=( stupid la. i sing then .... haiz. i WANT that part!! i think i cock eye liao la. the word SOLO is so obvious and i never see. then see liao still dunno need to sing. sing liao kana eyes. =(

haiz. i veh dui lian lor. infront of juniors chu chou until like ER. hhahaha. nvm. MAKE mistakes in rehearsals!! but dont redo the same mistake. =P although i thiink i made ALOT of same mistake la.

hmms... now school holis liao. and ur bdae is coming! hahahaa. i see i got money then buy. ask !!!!! help u buy la. =P ya... brother birthday coming in about 1 month time. need to save up liao =D

then yar. aiya. this few days alot of xingshi la. thinking of droppin my subs. and my guinea pig died. so i quite bad mood la. so if i quiet quiet at one side only means "leave me alone" la. nth else.

but i will be back de!! woohahahahahaa!
hope things will be back to normal.

L.c.k signing off.

Ps. btw i stop writing my novel liao. paiseh la. coz sian. until i found the PERFECT idea i will not continue, XD!!
go play bball liao BUAIZ!

outing2

2006-03-04T19:29:00.000+08:00

JUZ receive news.

sorry to confuse u all peeps. haha.

anyway. we having an outing AT SENTOSA!

yeah, its on thursday!! during march holis. then we are meeting at harbourfront mrt station at 10.30am MORNING. yar. then dunno got bbq not. haven decide yet. hahahaa. hopefully there is.

things to bring:

sunblock or suntan.
own food.( if no bbq how)
MONEY.
extra clothes and pants.
swimmin stuff if u want.
hopefully bring a beachball. =)

YEAH!! GOT OUTING LIAO!!! chaiying is SO effective, hahahaha.

outing

2006-03-04T18:50:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHAHA!

glad to see so many 2gians tagging at my tagboard. WHEEE!!! hahahaha.

ok. back to business.

in reply to derek's tag. erm hmm. got Such interesting person like ME right? so the outing sure VEH interesting one lor. HAH! yeah right manx!

Anyway, i discuss wif beixin liao la.

we thot of a few things.

1. We have a chalet. Lets make the time tentatively from mon to wed.
the chalet includes BBQ, watching of VCD(movies la), and can bring cards for gambling purposes. WAHAHAHAHA. jkjk.
(this muz be confirm before the week of March holis. which is THIS coming week.in other words. VOTE quickly. eh, the price to pay is about 10 dollars to 15 dollars per person. u all mind not?)

2. Have a bbq at East Coast Park. Then people will need to bring a special item themselves for gift exchange. say a budget of LESS than 5 bucks. HAHAHA. this is a wednesday or saturday event. =) then we will rock the beach WEE!!

3. Watch a movie and have a dinner (buffet at restaurant or PIZZA).

4. Book a badminton court at either the Community Centre near our school(the commonwealth one) or at Aiya Rajah there. Then we play, probably a morning event. haha. until lunchtime. then eat. then if anyone wanna invite us to their house is so so so so so welcome.WHEE!

5. THIS IS THE ONE THAT I WANT. but dunno whether feasible.

first, we go k boxing at je or wadeva la. meet at 11am. take the 11 to 2 oclock that one yeah. then. go someone house. play and rock and chat all the way. hopefully we can have a bball match or something! YEAH! i LOVE BBALL. then after that have a homecook dinner where we sit together and EAT! whee!! haha. i thot of cooking something. lol. no diarrhea duh. =/ dun kan bu qi wo leh! hahaha. yar. then prob if we could stay overnight...

HOWEVER, there is this problem.
we dunno whos house we can go to. IF u could KINDLY PLEASE DEARLY rent out house, the organisers WILL be grateful. HAH! i thinking of renting mine. haven ask yet. probably cannot. but WILL TRY. so peeps ,PLEASE try.

YEA! vote vote vote hor.

now is my personal blogging time. those interested in the outing only. SHOOO!
X) hahaha.

aiya. tell u hor. Yueming yuxiao ALL CRAZY over the new teachers that came. HAHAHA. yueming was saying that Wong wee b0on will be SO jealous of the terrence choo i think (is his name spelt wrongly?) yeah. HAHAA. i was gloating over it. Mr wong is foreva thinking he is the SHUAI-est guy in RV. But i saw his face when the new SHUAI teachers introduce during assembly. HAHAHAA. yar lor. lol..

And yueming VEH jealous of yuxiao. got terrence choo and desmond lim as their teachers. HAHAHA. i wonder if they will ever be jealous that my classmate have me. =.="

DIAOX. hahahahahah! ok, remember. Im L.c.k. devil lor! hahahaha

YA! then right. choir that time play basketball. realise that i am still a toot at b balling. 3 VS 1 we still lose until so cham la. DIAO. but nvm . ONE DAY. ONE DAY i will do it! coz I HAVE A DREAM!! yay!

ya. thanks to shangzhi who thot me tricks. i SCORED haahahaha. not like some blockhead who only noe how to bully lor. HMPH. and scold vulgarities. HMPH. guys= scold vulgarities( unless in jokin manner. but of course cannot keep lidat la) = DA BEN ZHU!

yar. aiya. but sometimes blockhead is good sport la. SOMETIMES.

hahaha. realise that i cannot get pass people lor. coz i not rough enough. HMMS. MUST be ROUGH! yay. muz be steady!! (haiz. when can i be lidat la. )

wee! but got one thing i damn happy lor. is like i shot this damn nice 3 pointer that is a SILENT shot! juz when SOME people say i sure cannot shoot in one! WAHAHAHA! SHUANG ARH!!!!

YEAH! KK. im going down my block to practice my bball skills liao. aiya. hw hack first la. lol. if ms tan comes my blog then i sure sure sure DIE liao. wahhahahaha! yea!

bb people!

the RISEN L.C.K devil is signing off!

outing plan

2006-03-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

yoohoo!!!

peeps im back leh!!!

hahahahahaha.

ok diaox. haha. quite high today.

aiya. my common tests results not good la. dun ask le. Anyway it is OVER. yeah. no point wallowing in sorrow. RIGHT?

so to ALL the dearies 2gaoxiao-ans, PLEASE GO FOR 2G outing!!!

hahahahaa. ok. im planning it leh! =))))

wahahahahahahahahaaa

hmms.
ok. the event is lidat.

First right,

we find bbq place. or like have a home dinner at someone house!

then, we rent a VCD that everyone likes and watch it together, wif popcorns and cheese!!

third, we will cramp into one room and chat till daylight (eh if guys dun like then we can like play pillow fights??! wahahha. or like play the oold games of chess la. monopoly blah blah lor)

Last have SUPPER. then either stay overnight =) or go home=(

but hor, i still dunno which venue yet, then if chalet later veh ex lor. hopefully SOMEONE can rent out their house! wahhahahah.

yar.

ANY 2g and 2g people only, interested not????

eee. good or bad news?

2006-02-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHA!

ok, i did not expect today to be the last last last last time im ever going to see chan kim choo. And my attitude during his lesson time is half listening. HALF NOT LISTENING.....

XD

woohoo. anyway, like WAD melissa said. the weirdest nightmare?dream? came true. It was a coincidence??? that i kana taught by him. wHAAHAHAH.

Ok. he is DAMN tall. and i dun like people who are more than half a head taller than me. =.-"

why? because a stupid elder bro who is juz HALF a head taller than me KEEPS reminding me that he is taller.... on the contrary, he tells me to GROW SHORTER, if not no guys want. WAHAHAHAA!

I HAVE SELF WORTH.

Lol. And if a guy cares bout ur height, he probably only cares bout himself. teehee. geddit? dun geddit? anything

ANd telll you all arh. today that road show who came to act in our school is GREAT! lol. i was laughing like siaox. =DDDDDDDDD
that REFLECTION reminds me of Dori or dora or wadeva in finding nemo. hehe. SOH CUTEX!!!!

haahahaha. and she asks mr tong whether he prefers a girl to wear a long skirt or a mini skirt, wAHAHAHAA! then our WHOLE level cheered for tong. HAHAHAHA shuang sia.

im not gonna say tongs answer. WAHAHAHA! yea. the show rocks. but i think that "justin" is so gay. he is so not shuai. =.-"

Fact or opinion???

lol. anyway, yeah. today that bio test i MANAGE to complete, but i think i did badly for the bio "cells" qns sia. sadden. haIZ!
once again, STEFAN (never call him xiao xian, thats an insult to sanshi. =P) DUN BELIEVE i flopped. =(

hehe. aiya. hack first. tmr got chem. next got A MATHS. gosh i gonna DIE. aiya. go study liaox =D see you all! =D

gogogo

2006-02-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

Yo! im posting today again!

wahahaha. this few days got addicted to this game called kol.
hehe. all thanks to yisheng and im damn addicted. =.="
its a lame game. but fun! wahahaha. got meaning too!

Then i am starting to write a love story.
Teehee. The two characters are two people i know in life =)
Maybe not one of them. but wadeva.
wahahhaa. however, the story is damn distorted and a horribly not-reality story. =D hehe. ill make them cry, make them laugh, all under the power of my pen. or typee... lol!

im a sadist! hehe. today geog sux la. study so hard. in the end the stupid rain gauge thing NEVER came out. and i think i failed my Mcq lor. =S

haiz. tmr bio. which is another gone case sia. stefan die die oso dun wanna believe that i really did badly for my papers =.="
grrr... will u like xiang xin wo?

... aiya. sian la. i go study liao.
anyway today choir finish the whole song in solfege. did a lot. see lots of leadership in juniors. ahaha.

lol. i say this to praise and also to gekk someone. U know who u are! wahahhaahaha =D. poor u. =) aiya, nvm la. hack lor. =D

ya la. i need to go and STUDY! wahahaha. yeah! =)

2006-02-20T17:45:00.000+08:00

hmms. today i shall speak my heart out.
You wanna read or u dun wanna read is not my problem la. =)
if u read, i happy. if u dun, also not much la.

thing is, if u have been more close in reading this blog, u would have notice that i did not say that Com is political. And u wont have said i said choir com is political to me.What im saying is people who feel irritated and keep saying i suck up are political. They are the one bringing me down (and this bringin me down is emotionally, not -if u see incorrectly- as bring me down to get into the com or not. =.=:)

(one. if they care, they wont say i suck up; and scold me using anonymous names. if they care, they will come up to me and tell me everything like wad eunice did.
two. only a few came to tell me. not all. so wad can i deduce?)

next, i dun wan to go to com. u dun get the point. if u noe i dun wanna get to the com, u wont say that "people are not preventing me from going to the com." coz, if u know that i dun wanna get into the com, i wont care whether people are preventing me, right? all the more ill be happier, as in. in that sense. geddit???
lots of questions mark.s so thats the point im trying to get across.=)

And when u put in block letters that u dun care whether i get into com or not. i really got the urge to put back " i dun care either." yea. so if u noe that i dun wanna get in the com, u wouldnt have said that la.

so, it iS a thing that i dun wanna get into the com. coz if i dun wanna get into the com, u wont have mistaken me and said all that. So dun say its not a thing. It is practically everything.

=.-"

Yeah. and i realise that lots of juniors are getting the idea that choir is political. Maybe i did put across this idea to them. To which, its a wrong thing..

To juniors: erm. i sorry if u got the wrong idea. i was trying to say some people, i shall not name, are the ones who are political. maybe the previous blog of me saying choir is political gave u all this idea. so i really veh pai seh. I veh veh veh jidong that time i only refering to those few people. so if i give u this idea. REALLY. geddit out of ur mind. u can blame me la. but juz dun ever feel that choir is lidat. I REALLY SORRY LA! yeah. so dun get the idea that ALL people in choir is political. yar, there are nice nice nice people. choir still rocks. its like. wo de wen4ti2, so yeah.

however, its a fact that some are. everywhere is politics. if u realise. if u carn believe, then i carn to anything. however, there are such thing as A lot of politics and LITTLE politics. there are oso such things as Big politics and tiny politics. big politics are of coz wadeva country and country things, tiny politics can be as tiny as i want a slice of apple, so i tell u look other place then i snatch ur apple. =) ok. not funny. -.-"
budden, choir is not EVERYTHING bout politics. and yar. if i give u the idea that everyone is. Really sorry. try to concentrate on the part that not many are political yeah? =_-:
so yar lor. pls arh. get that idea outa ur head la. its only those few (i wont name la)

so yeah. to the person that talk to me. back to the thing. yeah. hmms. i agree that when a lot of people are feeling that. u have to do something bout it. BUT i totally dun agree that when people are feeling that, its my prob. Its THEIR prob. not mine. hahax. yeah. however, like i posted earlier, i will try to change.

then again, this arise to another another topic. is that, u say that
the things that 'we' want you to change will change u to become a better person..nicer person..not tryin to bring you down or something like that la.."

yeah. if u notice. the people that i say was trying to bring me down is those who NEVER tell me anything. And juz keep saying and saying and saying those thing bout me. Can? =) yar. i know those who really come and tell me is for my good. and not trying to bring me down =D

so i die die also swear i not not not not not not dunno how many times NOT saying bout com =) only to those few, maybe not so "few". but yeah. dun misunderstand.

then u say,
the things that they wan you change will make you a better person..so it will help you..so it's better than being yourself..

eh, i dun agree with this. The thing is. Better person here is to them la.
but its not to me(reason below). however, becoz i am living in this place, i have to change "like wad u said" to make most people happy. yea? yeah. then i still feel that myself is still better than the changed me.At least im true. Everyone is born with their own behaviour, their own thinking, and their own character + attitude(good or bad). And that wads make me "me", right? yar. however, if changing myself a bit makes everyone happier, why not? =) its a bit la. =D

And another point, when one of my friend read this blog, she said something that makes lots of sense. and strike me lots. and this is wad she said :

"why can't they accept you for who you are. As in, whats wrong with liking seniors, liking juniors, liking to talk to teachers. if 2gians can accept u for who u are, why cant they"

yar. hmms. yeah. why u all carn accept me for who i am????
though it makes me ER. alot alot of times, but i dun wanna lose u all as friends. i dun wanna use the thing about " u dun accept me, neither do i accept u" becoz i feel that we have to accomodate each other... yeah. so before i expect u all to accept me, i have to accept ur opinions too. =D yar. so, i am trying to change. And i am still not given time yet. So u carn juz assume that i say change then POOF. wow, gina change liao leh. Right???

=)

and u say
"so it does not matter whether you are your true self or not..think of it as..you hav change for the better.."

the thing is. It matters la. hmms. how should i put it. ok. its like.
ok. got it. suddenly thought of this fable.

There is once two handsome fruit sellers. (ok, i dunno why the author wanna put handsome in. =.=" maybe juz to make the fable sounds more nice???) both fruit sellers sells apples.
then right, fruit seller A, the shuaier one, when starting business, sells LOTS of apples. while fruit seller B does not even get a penny from selling. No one buys. But gradually, people are buying the fruit sellers B apples and eventually, no one buys A apples.

You know whyy????
(eh. is not because people see fruit seller A see until sian, think he not shuai then go tackle fruit seller B ok =.=")

Because fruit seller A, wanting to make his apple look nicer, keeps polishing his apple, making it look shinier and tastier. While fruit seller B just sells his apples as it is.

When people look at fruit seller A apple, they all thot is whoa. good sia. so buy it. But when they bite it, it is not as juicy as it is, and people got unhappy. They thought that the apples fruit seller A sells was bad. So they went to fruit seller B.

Fruit seller B apples looks OK. its doesnt shine. it doesnt stand out. like all ordinary apple. However, when people buy it and taste it. They find it quite nice. Yeah.

But, do u think it is because apples of fruit seller B is better than that of fruit seller A? No.

Actually, both the fruit seller sells the apples that came from the same tree. Both taste juz as good. it is just that people are disappointed when A's apple does not taste as good as it looks. However, fruit seller B apples look ok. but taste good. yeah

So, i crap so much : the moral of the fable is juz so that. Be true. It is better than being someone not so you. People will accept you eventually if u are good.

yea. then i am saying, er. abit bu yao lian. but ya. Im apple no 2 =D
( im not saying im nice to eat. DUN BITE ME! ok. not funni =.=:)

=.-" yea. as in, being urself is better than changing to be something better but not urself. it juz looks better in the outside. yeah? then if i be someone that is not me, i am just showing u all a fake cover la. and ill be like apple 1, who eventually everyone siam from. Right?

im not saying that the changed me is bad. like in the story, both apples came from same tree. taste same. both nice. but its juz when u realise that the apple that is shining in front of u is not so nice in the inside, u will feel disappointed. correct?

however, like i said. i wanted people in my zhou wei to be happy and also for me to be happier(coz i no need to be critisized like wad i am being now) =D yar. so hmms. thats why im WILLING to change. =) can??

but if u tell me change full package then too bad. a bit can =D like eunice said. dun need to change everything. then really fakin liao =D

btw. u all know hor. the author of this fable is ME leh!
see, i so got dao li one right?? =DDDD

Ok. back to wad i was saying in above above ABOVE. yar. it matters. but yar lor. =D geddit???

i hope i never write one whole fable for nothing.

People who thinks the other way thinks im like sucking up, but if thats how they feel, i carn do anything right??? yar. i know im not can liao. however, like now, its veh saddening to hear "people who are NOT caring about me(not refering to com, not refering to whoever, jus people who are not caring bout me but trying to bring me down=) if that person gang hao at com then its that person, not com=) can???"

im not saying that u all are wrong to tell me to change la. maybe there is something bad about me tat u all dun like, but thats me. thats gina. yar. if u all carn accept, i can say i hack de mah. but becoz is U ALL, thats why im changing....

ok. veh rou mah here. but yar. i hope u geddit =)

yeah, and to the person im talking to and quoting all ur quotes. im not hating u or blaming u or getting the bad side of u k. if not i wont approach u at the first place=) yeah. juz noe that i still like u alot, (im not les =.-") and that im saying this because u are not right in some points and i dun want someone i like to mistaken me can???

yar. so like that la. i will remember wad u advice, coz some is right la. although some in my previous blog already got identify =D

yeah. so hope we can still be friends? =))

happy piain homework everyone.

WAHHH

2006-02-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

alamak! fluke LA!

wah seh. i carn believe it! first time i cook egg the egg CHAO TA!
freak la. fluke la. wADEVA la. hmms. really lor!

then i put the chao ta egg to my noodle. dun lang fei mah.then thot lidat the noodle more taste. THEN I REALISE.

SHIT! i should have cook the egg WITH the noodle!

=.=:

yar lor. then i see my noodle like veh clear lidat. was wondering why. THEN OH SHIT. i only PUT HALF SEASONING. damn.

then now the seasoning in rubbish bin liao. SO i NO CHOICE, muz make it MORE tasty.
went to take cabbage and put into noodle.
IN THE END PUT TOO MUCH. noodle is CABBAGY.

!!!

then right. the worst thing is that when i took it out, MY noodle DOESNT taste EGGY. it TASTED CHAO TA. AND UNCOOK!

i wonder how i passed my home econs.
=.="

aiya. its ONCE in A WHILE failure.
yeah. not always lidat one.
im a expert cooker.

anyway. suddenly remember wad shao said,
"AIYO! study so hard for wad. MY mission is grow up married rich laogong."

ERM. haha. then i sure cannot one.
cooking so lan. HAHAHAHA
and im a pure MUGGER.

XD

and hor. DEAR eunice arh. i not sad la. why keep saying i sad. veh fan noe. .....=.-" overconcerned.... I this type of person where got sad for long one. anyway decided to ENTHU choir! yeah. =DD hehee

for those who truely are my good frenz! =)

gina

2006-02-18T16:23:00.000+08:00

i juz dun understand.
why are people so damn cowardy.

now i seriously pissed with whether u care or u dun.
if u are bushuang with me. or wadeva u have on my attitude. u can juz come confront me la. by leaving an anonymous name only goes to show WHAT A COWARD you are!

and can cowards like u leave my juniors ALONE?
now i seriously DUN CARE if u all anti me liao. the thing is. i find u aLL COWARDS. why go my junior blog and say bad things bout her juz becoz she speaks for me?

wads the matter with u guys?
if like wad liying said. if u all are the ones who cares for me.
why would u want to keep implying that "0h u dun noe the whole story" and wadeva things that keep implying IM WRONG?

so wad if i really change?
so wad if i really reflected.
u are not those who cares for me.
u are juz some fukin coward who want to thrash me down.
YES thats u.

if u so freakingly hate me. COME to me. leave my juniors alone.
u are juz an idiotic coward who DOES not DARE to admit who u are.
u are probably some shit who are political and wants to bring people down to gain wadeva thing u are trying to gain.

to those who really care bout me. ill do my best to change for ur sake. but for those political idiots. im seriously hack caring if they like me a lot.

SO, in conclusion.
for those freaking cowards who hates BUT does not DARE to hate openly. SHIT u. i dun care who u are. wad u might be. Ur motive is not for me to change. u ARE juz trying to bring me down.

however, i wont get a bad impression of choir juz because of u people.
i still believe that there ARE nice people in choir and u are juz a ugly spot in that piece of white paper.

reflections

2006-02-18T13:49:00.000+08:00

reflections.

thought bout it.
yeah. hmms.
dunno how to start.

realise wad u said made sense.
"in this world. no one can be their real self. everyone has to fake and change to make most people around them happy"

true.
but saddening.
maybe i should not stop enthuing choir,
but eunice said i was over enthu.

wad is then the "right" enthu attitude to have?

seriously, i dun wanna ask this question. because i feel that enthu means enthu liao right. still got over enthu and right enthu?

got some feedbacks. some says juz stay neutral. others say juz be wad u was earlier. rest say try to strike a balance. but, how to?

i rather u tell me wad is the prob now. as in, yeah. from wad eunice says ( i dun mean anything bout eunice. juz getting some words that she told me arh) is that because when i sang wrong note, dun say "sorry i sang the wrong note" juz be quiet, noe that u wrong can. then dun get near the com. coz everytime they discuss i seem to be always there. then that time ms yew the bus thing, u shd not like go sit with ms yew wif "woo i wanna sit wif ms yew" sorta thing. then (ok this one is wad others said) dun pai senior ma pi. as in, everytime liying depress i depress. then everytime veh close to jiayi liying. (but the most shockin one) is talking to ALBERT TAY??!!

hmms. i see wad u all mean. if u want i can change. but i really still wanna be close to my seniors and juniors. then that time talking to ms yew that time is because i wanna let jiamin and yueming sit together. aiya. is like. veh complicated story. then also wanna ask ms yew about the olympic choir whether can or not. coz only 39 of us went. but ms tham wants 45. then if not enough we may not go xiamen. thats why i chose to sit wif ms yew. (believe it or not is not my problem liao) then maybe the " i am wrong sorry" bout the singing wrong note thing i can change la. the albert tay thing i completely dun understand. so i dunno wad u all want.
but the close to seniors and juniors thing is wad i want. if u all is not shuang becoz of it then sorry. i carn help la. thats my limit liao. i see no wrong in being close to seniors and juniors. if thats ur point of s-up. then i carn help it bah. then the close to com whenever they are there thing. i seriously dunno la. i dun even noe com plans (now is still, whether u believe it or not really not my prob liao) but i will be more cautious next time to NOT be there when com is talking.

yeah. thats all i can say. i REFLECTED.
hmms. yar lor. now ill still try to enthu choir 'the right way'
then i wanna wanna WANNA state then i DUN wanna get into the com. (again, u wanna believe or not is ur prob la).

juz wanna enjoy my last year in choir w/o be frustrated over it. this type of things let u all do suan le. if u dun believe then after elections over u see lor. thats the most i can say liao la.

ill try my best to strike balance bah. "so as to make most people around me happy" but the changed me would not be the real me la. yeah. it would juz be a real but fake me trying to strike balance,

REALLY. im not being wad la. but those who know me knows that i am a extreme kind of person. and thats what they are angry but oso what they like bout me. XD im not zi qua-ing k. is like, if i am enthu bout some things, i will be chao enthu, if i am anti bout some things. no matter how others think of the matter i will still hate it.

yeah. but for the sake of most people "happiness" in choir. i will change. but i still made my point that this change of me is not for the better as in. not for a better me i think of me. in short. it will not be the real me la.

2006-02-17T18:13:00.000+08:00

seriously.

OUR "C" looks like. ERM.
lol. but thanks to those people who stay back. OUR NOTICE BOARD IS DONE!!! wahahahahah!

yeah man!

3C gogogo!!

hehe. today sian la. my chinese barely passed and i failed physics. FLUKE!

and the whiteboard notices keeps dropping.
i keep kana hit lor.
=.="

hehe. aiya. anyway. today u are stilling thinking bout it.
i got over it liao. think too much la u.

lol. guess i CANNOT be so jidong the next time.
causing too much wave sia.
WAHHH..lala. lol. im reminded of that show.

yeah. then hor. hmms. juz wanna tell u
stop being so greedy. u carn get two things. pls choose one.
well i guess u carn understand,
but really. ONE! =X

and can u like admit it for once.
grr...
im not gonna do anything. BLEAH!

mood swings

2006-02-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

ok. i am experiencing terrible mood swings.

5 hours ago, i am so damn miserable.
5 hours later, i am so damn happy.

WAHAHAHAHAHAA.
i AM not going to tell u the reason.
WAHAHAHAHA.

ok. im siao. LOL.
i wanna give lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of thanks to
U! hehe. u made my day! =DDDD

thanks for cheering me up!
hmms. yea. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
ok. im back to the jolly me.

u are right. somethings we juz gotta give up. STILL HAVE YOU MAH!
wahahahahahahha. i sound SO despo. LOL.

=.="

hehe. yea. wahahhaa. see. i happy liao. PROMISE.
wahahahahaha. ok. i am having GOD 360 degrees mood swing.
woo. bad for my health. but WADEVA. wahhahahaha.

yeah. but seriously. juz wanna say.
I LOVE YOU!